tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84761697194684079562024-03-05T20:21:36.273-06:00Jennifer's VOICE!Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.comBlogger35125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-37271860539515616932012-01-09T19:15:00.005-06:002012-01-26T15:05:35.786-06:00Happy New Year 2012!<div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsobYi6LZNQuJHeODiJt95ercHgn4XjFfKpKmVQT4mVAiY_jIb37GcC1wrS3W7n4KEGajgx7cLqReDYaVmVyVveRn0Q2vG2yA3QLi8F46Xfx5YMe3ou7gQMEvOszbfIbHMr5W6y9l39wZz/s1600/114560384240761085_zPgylsiY_b.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 192px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 316px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5695805899537504866" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsobYi6LZNQuJHeODiJt95ercHgn4XjFfKpKmVQT4mVAiY_jIb37GcC1wrS3W7n4KEGajgx7cLqReDYaVmVyVveRn0Q2vG2yA3QLi8F46Xfx5YMe3ou7gQMEvOszbfIbHMr5W6y9l39wZz/s400/114560384240761085_zPgylsiY_b.jpg" /></a> Happy New Year 2012!</div><br /><br /><br /><div align="left">It's been a while since I've taken the time to blog with last year being so busy. I had so many amazing opportunities in using my voice last year that I'm truly grateful for. I believe the last time I blogged was after I got home from Pittsburgh, PA. From there I travelled to Denver, CO - El Paso, TX - South Padre Island, TX - and finally, Galloway, NJ. Alot of flying/driving in those last couple of months of the year, but was honored to be able to use my voice and share my story with others. One of the most amazing experiences I had was in El Paso speaking at their "Help. Hope. Healing!" conference for crime victims. Talk about POWERFUL. I usually share my story at conferences that are attended by law enforcement, judges, district attorneys, social workers, therapists, nurses, etc., but to speak infront of hundreds of crime victims...wow, it was unbelievable. To be able to stand up and show a room full of people that "it'll be okay" and see the hope in their eyes is an indescribable feeling. I love what they're doing in El Paso and I'm hoping after meeting with our head DA, Jack Roady, here in Galveston County, we'll be able to soon start a yearly conference of our own for crime victims to bring more awareness to our communities in this area...it's greatly needed and I know will be beneficial and positive in so many ways! </div><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left">I've taken a break from travelling for at least a few months at the beginning of this year for some personal time. Jonathan finished the welding program and is a certified welder now so he's looking for a new job and life in general is just wonderful! I feel so blessed by having your continued support, prayers, and positive thoughts! I check my e-mail and read my guestbook daily on the website, and I really thank each of you who have used your voice in expressing your feelings & emotions and those that have shared your personal experiences and stories of survival with me. I hope that with this time off, I'll have more time to blog and keep you all updated!<br /></div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-2301733715883949072011-09-11T18:49:00.023-05:002011-09-11T22:20:17.331-05:00Using My Voice in PA...<div align="left">Thinking back to the movie, "<em>The Sound of Music</em>" - the hills were definitely alive in & around Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. Not so much with music - but just alive in making me ill. I was car sick the entire time I was there. Winding, narrow roads lead Jonathan & I to my Aunt's house in Leechburg, PA. I can't even tell you how happy I was once we arrived & I was able to get out of the rental car. I had a busting migraine that had me feeling like my head was in a vice and my stomach was turning. Seeing my aunt for the first time in ten years though, well...that was totally worth the drive & motion sickness. She was just about to leave her house to go get some potatoes when we pulled up, but walked us in and we got to visiting and catching up on life. My cousin Tressa was home & cousin Autumn came over. My aunt's husband, DJ, cooked us prime rib on the grill while my aunt made the baked potatoes & fresh salad. Aunt Chris is quite the hostess & cook! After dinner & hours of chatting it up, off to bed we went.The next day, my aunt drove Jonathan & I to Greensburg where we met up with my cousins Camille & Autumn along with the other members of The Rotary of Westmoreland for lunch. The Rotary & Blackburn Center Against Domestic & Sexual Violence partnered for the event later that evening, where I presented a case study lecture on my case to their community at Seton Hill University, in hopes of empowering others to speak out while also educating the community on the importance of victims' rights. The lecture went really well as the <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0GVvpDkiNya00vpm8X83GCDMZPqHDpbfzriSW9XDGrSZQ68lM4_uqekM1MQdClxsr8WNnG6pozGY3WP6SSi7qQaS9UdTVFOgjLN-xYgxDozGP69KT9RPRLdhwaZrDyVgykJqWLfVktK7w/s1600/295831_10150311286968153_503568152_8169822_1065766274_n.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 248px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5651272407143335858" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0GVvpDkiNya00vpm8X83GCDMZPqHDpbfzriSW9XDGrSZQ68lM4_uqekM1MQdClxsr8WNnG6pozGY3WP6SSi7qQaS9UdTVFOgjLN-xYgxDozGP69KT9RPRLdhwaZrDyVgykJqWLfVktK7w/s320/295831_10150311286968153_503568152_8169822_1065766274_n.jpg" /></a>room was full of very kind, caring, compassionate people who listened intently as I described the events that took place in August of 1990, leading up until now in my journey as I continue to fight for justice for others. Being so far up North, there was no A/C in the room the lecture took place in, so I was sweatin' bullets up there, haha. Afterward, there was a dessert reception in the parlors of Seton Hill - everyone gathered around for the mini cupcakes, brownies & cookies, and I met some of those that attended and answered questions they had. By the end of the night, I was exhausted, had a headache and was still kind of car sick from the ride earlier in the day, so we decided to head back to my aunt's house in Leechburg, about a 30 minute drive away. As we walked to the car, I contemplated taking off my heels, but didn't want to walk on the concrete barefoot, so I kept them on...big mistake. While walking downhill with cupcakes on a plate in my left hand, I started to lose my balance as I almost ate the concrete with my face. Thankfully, hearing me yell "Oh my God!" repeatedly, while going faster downhill than I would've like to, Jonathan grabbed my arm with his hand and stopped the madness of me in my heels before that happened. Whew! My face and cupcakes won the war againt the heels. Score! Too bad I was even more car sick by the time we got home that night to eat anymore, and threw up the ones I had eaten once we got there. It was truly a shame to watch that Red Velvet & Chocolate go to waste as it all came up, but I won't go into any further detail...no worries ;)</div><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /></div><br /><br /><div align="left">In the morning, I came downstairs to straighten my hair and get ready to head to my cousins photography studio, Skysight Photography, in Greensburg to take pictures with Jonathan..and did I notice a cupcake massacre! Icing, sprinkles, and remnants of those yummy mini cupcakes were strewn along the kitchen counter, and there was one guilty little dog named Sunny who looked miserably full standing beside me on the floor. Lets just say, Sunny had lots of "treats" that morning when no one was looking...and wasn't feeling well that day or the next. - RIP mini cupcakes, you were amazing (while you lasted).</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="left">I got behind the wheel Friday afternoon and drove to Greensburg in hopes of the car sickness not being as bad & Jonathan and my aunt were with me. We were really looking forward to spending the day with my cousin, Autumn & her fiance, Bill and having Autumn take some pictures of us, as we've never had any professional ones taken. Autumn opened her own studio years ago, and takes amazing pictures. Recently, she even traveled to Morocco and took the most beautiful pictures for National Geographic, and has been very successful at what she does, so proud of her! Autumn was so sweet to take pictures of us in her studio as well as in a few spots around Greenburg. </div><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /></div><br /><br /><div align="left">First, Autumn took pictures of me in my Girleo gear that Tiffany Corbett & Courtney Noelle, owners of Girl ExtraOrdinaire in Los Angeles, and authors of the <em><u>Sweet Pea The Bumblebee</u></em> books sent me when they named me their Girleo 2012!</div><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 242px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5651290555399842482" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjoK1zefal1WhUG14Ze2AJtlDbHfKrVtloEUrqY7Tug-7DNz3sd0Ll_Ka60IfLdqVVObsEFtAUBiEDqCxEphdikKecm9cyG9TXY9L-HGxARod9D9aPBqfpDwXl8OTRAuQGYqI0zqRQzS6FY/s320/j5.jpg" /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 270px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5651290037545913986" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghB42omW4b_VYKlfc0F7RfzuTE3zh1waeLQ9M_MlGL48bgsjdK277L6BQ3yarQ1hb6IVtlxM34kc937NNUO0weFwub5PrDQT5jixSTTlYBfuQzYWNcLfurHDihTCrvJbi3hECZfaD-Y1zm/s320/j7.jpg" /><br /></div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 213px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5651289705044005554" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPfHEoOdQk70bV2TBIjZaTsZRYSAmbigC9ffGM2AkwQpFP1uFzWgBQIswqGJNEgmJ-I0UQS586iej00icCzpn7ttV_cqvKivZyMwNZrUQw6Z295_OqNUhZaBJxUNHdP5qriUIJpCqXr9Vg/s320/j13.jpg" /> And here are a few of the photos she took of Jonathan & I that day:<br /><br /><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 272px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5651271778700399218" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiU33PqAme71hh_QWV2buYw1CiTpGWv_i9LAjxR3vDby1CajW5wN6qktQaxotp2vheAcPUA16n9hLz4zIWMyMhjGJMGAXAi-iIwFmEXlSPdoGkIs4uRzYsQDZiCuTkomHDTLemAdFaLGlmW/s400/j37.jpg" /><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 266px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5651270738252247794" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbt53LjtQvStXov7h_0ajd1_5Lpq7oeuxP8gOl4EnIs-7CkOjPtuS34gMTYtVmSAzdRHzoN2achmelpEd42KS974ZRhDCQnmw0MtiX4oH5CjVF-HNksgGT30xO4UFIO_Gg-QNIYMU73MxB/s400/j35.jpg" /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 278px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5651269512738472066" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5brJpSnw3JRqsprwzXSA5zDjJghKqyfq8dHyErEWWOnMK9Vk_rnivjg4DsP_0sAf3NqeDubwWa82imUNeoRWoXx8soDhyipRH7CJg5DxLGgEJdnGrJxFWRP2IO0ZQlFBNShYuAouVZ151/s400/j15.jpg" />After pictures, we headed to Rizzo's for an authentic Italian dinner with our family on our last night in town, and then headed back to my Aunt's home and we packed our things so we'd have more time to visit with all of my family before we headed back out to the airport to board our flight home the next day. Saturday morning, my cousin Camille and her husband Dan, and their two kiddos, Logan & Livia, my cousin Michael and his pup Duke, and cousin Autumn and her fiance Bill, and my aunt & DJ all hung out and took advantage of our last few hours together over some homemade Spinach quiche, fresh berries, apple salad, and bread. Like I said...my aunt knows how to whip up some tastiness in the kitchen :) Then, we sadly said our goodbyes, and Jonathan and I headed to Pittsburgh along those dreaded windy roads. I drove and surprisingly didn't get sick this time - kicked back in the plane, watched Keeping Up With The Kardashians, and landed home-sweet-home in Houston 3 hours later.<br /><br />Next stop: McAllen, Texas on Wednesday so stay tuned, but before I go, one question...<br /><br /><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 325px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5651303065221041378" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjL24N729R41iY-vGlQMZfA2Z8_FGlkUN6e9lXQQeWO0ETcRqm78BKbJLpQ2jqC9gyjCAt0lHgmoZ5sOGjWXYMeCCcb4ijoyTcIAZzFs5xWWSZuE79p2LWOsJqnqXmYcQ-Xj_OykVvgME6T/s400/j14.jpg" /><br /><br /><p align="center">'cause I do. :)<br /></p>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-42870936818925689752011-08-10T20:45:00.001-05:002011-08-19T22:13:26.514-05:00Purpose-Driven Life :)As the 21st Anniversary of my attack approached, I couldn't help but reflect on my journey as I drove to the 23rd Annual Crimes Against Children Conference in Dallas from Houston. The drive was long, so I had plenty of time to ponder all of the obstacles I've had to overcome and those I'm still trying to hurdle over. Not just the attack, but personal relationships with friends and family members, and lots of other things that just sometimes make you go "hmmm..."
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<br /><div>I (finally) made it out of Houston, had passed Huntsville and continued on my way up I-45 North when it suddenly dawned on me...that when we are born, are given the ability to breathe, it is a gift. But as we die, we must ask our bodies to fight to keep what we've been given at birth, and as we all know, sometimes it is not God's will that it be that way and it is just simply"our time to go." I then thought of my birthday, May 5, 1982. On that day, I am supposed to celebrate my birth, my life...hence, "birthday" and thought of the day of the attack, August 10, 1990, the day I survived; a "re-birth" in a sense. As I kept driving, I found myself tearing up thinking of the miracles that happened, one right after another, so that I would survive. From the drizzling rain to keep my wound moist that day, to the fireants clotting the blood in my wound, to the children playing at just the right time in the field to find me before my body gave up, and then to survive and gain back my voice...it all continues to amaze me. I am just beyond grateful that it wasn't my time to go, and that I am able to share my story with so many wonderful people, from so many different places.</div>
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<br /><div>I pulled into the conference site, The Sheraton in Downtown Dallas, and as I stepped out of the car, it felt like a hairdryer was blowing right in my face. The temperature? 115 degrees, according to my car. I live on the coast, and it isn't even that bad...and I had four more days of this exhausting heat before returning home. I had to brace myself. Luckily, the AC was blowing hard inside the hotel and I was able to get all checked-in and settled in my room comfortably. Well, until dinner when we walked 8 blocks to get to the Iron Cactus in the sweltering heat. I by this time, was ready for an iced tea. Our group from Galveston County all went to dinner together, about 17 of us total, and we were all looking forward to some drinks and mexican food; until our waiter appeared, sweating profusely, might I add...and had a "hypo-glycemic attack" - needless to say, I never got that tea, and ordered a margarita instead...about an hour later since he was running behind because of his episode which some were sarcastically calling a "hydroponic" attack. haha - we will never know what was REALLY going on with that guy...I'm still hoping none of his sweat dripped into my guacamole. </div>
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<br /><div>Moving right along, the first day of the conference was Monday. Elizabeth Smart was the plenary speaker, and read a speech. I was hoping to get a picture with her, but she didn't stay to mingle, and went to a press conference instead..pretty disappointing. Detective Cromie & I sat in on a workshop Ed Smart, Elizabeth's dad hosted with a lady whose son has been missing for over twenty years, very sad but what incredible strength that woman has to never give up hope her son will one day come home! We then met up with Agent Rennison in the afternoon and then went over our presentation the following morning as a refresher since we were presenting Tuesday afternoon. Both presentations, one 3 hour on Tuesday, one 3 hour on Wednesday, went really well! Wednesday's presentation was bittersweet as it was the 21st anniversary of my attack; yet I was standing infront of hundreds of people, not only telling my story with my two heroes, but also educating everyone in the audience (nurses, therapists, social workers, members of law enforcement, DA's, victim advocates, etc.) on how important it is to let victims have a voice! During both presentations, there were wonderful questions asked at the end, and the entire conference was one that I'll certainly never forget - it was very insightful and powerful!<img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5642768640316397330" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMkFNPx1tduLemZCKLqWDhnrkjaztadWjPWGZq_ohOSyHizN3ERNbNOG0AxIdVe4Hvd5_r2mWv2L7KKCfRjlg9aiR_DAAMQzWPcAhoPOr3s1tVCa-Ny2v3gcta1bsNQZqcE_nAGj8aorSn/s400/Dallas+CACC+018.jpg" /></div>
<br /><div>This day, 21 years ago, was not just another day being alive...it was the day I survived, and I just can't thank you all enough for continuing to be so supportive! Let's all continue to the fight in conquering crime, one voice at a time!</div>
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<br /><div>xoxo,</div>
<br /><div>Jennifer</div>
<br />Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-26853833423284568682011-06-29T18:27:00.023-05:002011-06-29T23:07:43.291-05:00Oh, Canada!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvM3j04fHXLxun9jWuGmyIzSAymTd4OR5DdmXhLvRDXA_Tj288KSUbjIBhnHNFRtRWrtIxe-ttV-ovszDCuFohKrohAbyQraSRqkGX_E3_0oLw3SVTkjWRWs0pwm4bGv0j_ie7g7KOXaJE/s1600/Canada+2011+056.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623858406013505378" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvM3j04fHXLxun9jWuGmyIzSAymTd4OR5DdmXhLvRDXA_Tj288KSUbjIBhnHNFRtRWrtIxe-ttV-ovszDCuFohKrohAbyQraSRqkGX_E3_0oLw3SVTkjWRWs0pwm4bGv0j_ie7g7KOXaJE/s400/Canada+2011+056.jpg" /></a>I admit... it's been awhile. It's been a long while. Time to catch you up on my latest speaking engagement in Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada. Many of you may not know this, but I was actually born in Canada. Not in Manitoba, but in Quebec. I was born in the city of Montreal, and I'm actually still a Canadian citizen. Long way from Dickinson, Texas - eh? Let's just say that's a story that I won't bore you with and I've lived in the United States for all but a couple of months of my life, (and I have only been back to Canada once since I was born there) so I happily accepted the invitation to speak at the Canadian Centre for Child Protection's 11th Annual Missing & Exploited Children Conference and share my story. Jonathan, Detective Cromie, and I flew from Houston to Minneapolis, and then arrived into Winnipeg, where we went through customs. The last time I went through customs (when I visited Canada in 1996 or so) - I was scared to death they wouldn't let me back into the U.S. because my "green card" (now referred to as a Permanent Resident Card) had a picture of me on it as an infant. This time, with a renewed permanent resident card & brand new Canadian passport, I had no worries. The process surprisingly seemed much less complicated. They asked what I was doing there, how long <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1vazDNsxFsQwVtTIQm8uGLb5_jXbgjdSqnK_HSUMWp3yOsGhEkx92tOXlaoU0twV_L41mlxk4hAdp9wBKTqFgtJNJXJP4k57cXqEOzYaeHFBR0pLeWQUR5vqmVmonh9wQJcPjFOI1Lq2M/s1600/Canada+2011+092.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 246px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623797853918372754" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1vazDNsxFsQwVtTIQm8uGLb5_jXbgjdSqnK_HSUMWp3yOsGhEkx92tOXlaoU0twV_L41mlxk4hAdp9wBKTqFgtJNJXJP4k57cXqEOzYaeHFBR0pLeWQUR5vqmVmonh9wQJcPjFOI1Lq2M/s320/Canada+2011+092.jpg" /></a>I'd be staying, where I was staying, etc. - and then we walked out to meet Erin, who works for CCCP and is a doll. She welcomed us and drove us to our hotel, The Fort Garry, also the conference site, an almost 100-year-old property which sits in the heart of downtown Winnipeg. Isn't it pretty? Looks like a castle and the conference was held on the 8th floor. The large meeting rooms where we were presenting were even more beautiful than the outside of the hotel; with ceilings painted in gold-leafing, chandeliers, and large mirrors, as you can see below. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjU7-_8zP3emJ75tlakyAKzvAGF7YtdL-jsJR8VBrUZQ68YicJ96YG_JBrBHOm08qY5LhwWUWLUwjNU42gfjTdi9VUkMR4UCuDI517HFkZxAGz9KQWCalKh3d6dqOHCiZIt22FYSIaF7-YD/s1600/Canada+2011+011.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623834271226023266" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjU7-_8zP3emJ75tlakyAKzvAGF7YtdL-jsJR8VBrUZQ68YicJ96YG_JBrBHOm08qY5LhwWUWLUwjNU42gfjTdi9VUkMR4UCuDI517HFkZxAGz9KQWCalKh3d6dqOHCiZIt22FYSIaF7-YD/s320/Canada+2011+011.jpg" /></a>The first day of the conference, Detective Cromie and I attended workshops and heard a very compelling story of a girl named Lindsey Ryan, of Michigan, who was reported missing from her home in 2003. She was 14 at the time, and had been what we call "groomed" by a family friend by the name of Terry Drake, 56; she met through church. Drake formed a relationship with Lindsey by obtaining her e-mail address from the church directory, (scary, I know..makes you stop and think, doesn't it?) and began communicating with her over the internet without her parents knowledge. He was also a convicted murderer. Lindsey's story is much more detailed, not to mention, horrific..but ends happily with her being recovered in California, and her abductor now in prison; she alongside her mother, shares her story of survival. In the early evening, Jonathan, Detective Cromie and I wanted to do a little sight-seeing, so we walked over to The Forks Market, a few blocks from the hotel, where we bought souvenirs and I banned the word "eh" - Imagine two grown men ending every word with "eh" - it's not funny after 10 or 20 times, and I'm pretty sure they (Jonathan and Cromie) were purposely trying to drive me crazy! When Jonathan went to buy sunglasses, the lady at the kiosk in the mall told him, "You've got a big noggin, eh?" and he thought it was THE funniest thing ever..believe me, I heard that story more than once. And, to top it all off, Cromie of course had to buy himself a "Canada, eh?" t-shirt! Moving right along...here are a few photos from The Forks Market in Winnipeg:<br /><br /><br /><div><br /><div><br /><div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 266px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623837803307450978" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGn6-ZIfuX-1-C8MrLoEea3guiIEVS3oCintJSIt9QFRpi_4UCN3GDuc89MLo-18e7wRhnNeNn_uawcAGekTB4D8Yg5AIgkQ3ZSXOhEeKMR-rv8inpUvYgtiyd9M1Zr6YA4v3b4wN2GTvC/s320/Canada+2011+090.jpg" /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623837809240906050" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4DU_LfI33X82pot4zWaL3mtEmTEoYk6GszmPyib9IniViyh8rN9JSX-APodpkQ63AfrlTIrZMMYjavYYnvIOEiB1cdQigeY-8AuQSKmQewdKnOQ7h0PiUrwNDXDXZwaRznzDOx3d4LDMx/s320/Canada+2011+091.jpg" /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623836850934014962" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHiVuYsmh2B5tG1sikdr4gt1F3vaJVjghFBrAFc0CcZ1W5Ai9v3eZ1T0jZY5p8ZKiBI5O0uFHZb2zFbyLj_nljsZMpNKGFlAZyrbdBwA1XKyHvpAltv1BzdEyhbtGY9HgaoA-jD5aUMB_C/s320/Canada+2011+088.jpg" /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623836012859673938" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgN6_r7YLPwX-cvUeZ2ZNO1hl-VcXYKSVUIhspsBzsFZ0tbCYx9_LcNlCVb2BbLahK_H0vTtD5ZPOCpda7hiPENcMfPICrCAvNEZuw7mHZJiatC7HyWy3KLIhjZ-meXOhbRafWLaD2TtHxv/s320/Canada+2011+077.jpg" />After a couple days of attending the conference during the day, meeting the most wonderful people, <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhijjnWx8EQT1BehjgI7ZeMcPOvwYND8yNRF-QMxOjWGEIoRfKL62tAD2tCZu8EKa1yokc41AyLgbvzlzFhTi-IKT_d4bGGFLQQzNeHMCHrOkbql9_yfcj-RQsxl91VWWYTrZhigXkV1yQr/s1600/Canada+2011+005.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623850925325009954" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhijjnWx8EQT1BehjgI7ZeMcPOvwYND8yNRF-QMxOjWGEIoRfKL62tAD2tCZu8EKa1yokc41AyLgbvzlzFhTi-IKT_d4bGGFLQQzNeHMCHrOkbql9_yfcj-RQsxl91VWWYTrZhigXkV1yQr/s320/Canada+2011+005.jpg" /></a>sight-seeing in the evening and eating amazing food, we ended the conference with our presentation. Wednesday afternoon Agent Rennison flew in from D.C., and Thursday the 3 of us presented together and it was awesome! We first did our presentation infront of child welfare professionals, and then law enforcement in the afternoon. It was so interesting hearing the reactions and questions of the different professionals there, and it moves me to tears everytime, just knowing that I'm making a difference by sharing my story. When I share my story, it's still hard to talk about not getting my time in court with Bradford, <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh8_gJfI8irkDJ6V6dL2A4vNkMMaZU13pxzsFnNQyeVbV6p9gRwZIphFUx4DJbp7ffa5UuutPDdpTu6jWReWxEpyqnSiA_KFgnY4ykuAa4-TcdGA0N1ioTqHKxb6ArmXTJ8bU40sQG97AB/s1600/Canada+2011+018.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623853049622028594" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh8_gJfI8irkDJ6V6dL2A4vNkMMaZU13pxzsFnNQyeVbV6p9gRwZIphFUx4DJbp7ffa5UuutPDdpTu6jWReWxEpyqnSiA_KFgnY4ykuAa4-TcdGA0N1ioTqHKxb6ArmXTJ8bU40sQG97AB/s320/Canada+2011+018.jpg" /></a>and a lady walked up to me after my presentation, whose attacker had also died. She told me that I changed her life by sharing my experiences, and telling how I sat at his grave to read my victim impact statement. I can't think of any other word to use than empowering. We took a picture with two of our new friends, Erin & Christy, of The Canadian Centre for Child Protection, and got ready to say our goodbyes to Winnipeg, and hello to Houston, once again.<br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623853735272127186" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAUjCRELVDRFzTNxPlGRalI35TTJeeSlUgiVyHa5xY4G9rKUvBO_7g02TB80anrZ9BHdg213a7-UmJyNDgg6EV0nnk2lN6HctfvGj1_Ihl_P7uccTT59BL7LNtZiQZ1jJ4iMF2RfkETrPI/s400/Canada+2011+085.jpg" />Thank you, Canadian Centre for Child Protection, for the invitation to present, your friendship, your hospitality, and an experience I'll most certainly never forget. It was nice, eh? ;)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p></p><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p></p></div></div></div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-37837260707636043632011-04-13T16:00:00.000-05:002011-04-13T16:50:01.428-05:00Reshaping The Future, Honoring The PastThis week one year ago, Crime Victims' Rights week 2010, you may remember me blogging about how I was nervous, my palms were sweating, and I was stepping up to the podium to speak infront of a crowd of crime victims and their families for my very first speech at the Texas City Police Department. I cried as I spoke, I trembled, and had to catch my breath. I was still in shock that Bradford had been arrested after 19 years of hoping, wishing, praying, and searching for answers...and we were preparing to go to trial in the Fall of 2010. There was alot weighing on my mind. But, I knew I had to gather up the strength to speak to all of the tearful eyes looking at me. I needed to give others hope, as nervous as I was. Needless to say, I got through the speech, all the while Jonathan rubbing my shoulder and trying to help calm me down, as anxiety was getting the best of me. After the balloon release, and many, many hugs later, I thought to myself, "Well that wasn't so bad..." and started to wonder why I had been so nervous; afterall, this is my purpose in life, to help other people through my own experiences, and no one was there to judge me, we were all there, connected through, unfortunately, one common denominator: crime. <br /><div><br /><div><br /><div><br /><div><br /><div><br /><div></div><br /><div>A few days later, I spoke again, this time at Dickinson PD, to crime victims and their families. This time, I was more excited to speak and show support to others. I was joyful, didn't cry and was so proud of myself. Dickinson PD is my second home, my comfort zone, and having all of those I've worked with on my case throughout the years in attendance, as well as close friends, gave me the strength I needed. That weekend, Jonathan and I, neighbors, friends and family participated in the 5K Walk/Run in support of Crime Victims' Rights in Galveston. Little did I know then...the course of getting true justice was about to change.</div><br /><p>It was only a few weeks after this week a year ago that I got that dreaded phone call that Bradford had committed suicide in his jail cell - one of the most awful moments of my life. Pure shock, heartache and devastation are the only words I can still use to describe that day. How many more obstacles in this journey could I handle? I would say I questioned my faith the most during this time. Flowers and words of encouragement arrived at my door non-stop, and it would make me smile for a little while, but the pain was still there. There was NOTHING anyone could say or do to make the pain go away. For a few weeks, I had a major pity-party but one day woke up and came to my senses and realized I couldn't let the unfortunate death of Bradford get me down...once again, I'd have to jump back on my feet and remember why I'm here on this Earth, and I needed to use my voice and help others. I couldn't let anyone down, I needed to continue to fulfill my purpose.</p><br /><p>Fast-forward to Crime Victims' Rights Week 2011 "Reshaping The Future, Honoring The Past" - what an awesome "theme" for this year! I have now accomplished and overcome so many obstacles, and strive to continue to do so on a daily basis. My attack is something that happened going on 21 years ago, but changed my life and perspective on crime, forever. I have done many speaking engagements, and met many people and continue to feel inspired to share my story and know I am making a difference, which makes me feel truly blessed. I know I am doing what I was called to do, and that is an indescribable feeling on so many different levels. </p><br /><p>In March of this year, I was invited to attend and present alongside Detective Cromie in Austin for the annual TAASA conference, and what an extraordinary experience that was! I became a TAASA member last year, and this was the first conference I had ever attended, and it was full of amazingly insightful experiences. I went to several workshops throughout the days I was there, and learned so much about being a better victim advocate and learned more about the unfortunately "real" statistics on sexual assaults in our state. All of the information I learned just added more fuel to my fire, and has me striving to continue fighting for others and speaking out. <img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595186323310165890" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEif9jo08R6OBWE5TA9Wf0eYO00aMsqfJ2x-2RhZUf1SjMC4sgBkJy7lABeu4IpGAjhxEe4kTY_esk2SdZ8yysj6WoHVo4id2iAt7sloHR4ZKrUq6nNcECdKtoimtzzPsNvh2dDwUqSKtlwk/s320/taasa.bmp" /></p><br /><p></p><br /><div>Day 4 of the conference, Detective Cromie met me in Austin and he and I presented a workshop together. This was our first presentation that we were presenting together, and it went really well, we even got a standing ovation! Members of law enforcement, social workers, therapists, SANE's, and victim advocates attended our workshop, and asked alot of questions. I'm beginning to feel more comfortable speaking infront of crowds of people, and I'm able to control my emotions better although Bradford's death is still very <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZ5kQ5uW-ojUkC8E7e2nY63FZtdKnOPMGMOt6GPvyz18imVPVnT0g2n3tgMzIihFA5vm0r8JU-EpLr5nCs8enyLNG2NApoWef1GS1b0bHuMEO0d1gIOD9IWTesvAZ4ShIGUypSMfDcQslL/s1600/DSCN1133.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 197px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595180603929677858" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZ5kQ5uW-ojUkC8E7e2nY63FZtdKnOPMGMOt6GPvyz18imVPVnT0g2n3tgMzIihFA5vm0r8JU-EpLr5nCs8enyLNG2NApoWef1GS1b0bHuMEO0d1gIOD9IWTesvAZ4ShIGUypSMfDcQslL/s200/DSCN1133.JPG" /></a>"fresh" and there are times when I just think about how he took his own life and start bawling. It's something that has been very difficult for me to deal with. After our presentation, Detective Cromie and I went to the TAASA awards luncheon. We sat at one of the head tables and were called up on stage to accept the award for "Champions For Social Change" from TAASA. I am so proud of this award, and will cherish it forever. Thank you, friends at TAASA, for acknowledging the changes we<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdAkCOL8hEnLjzgzP05Ct8prt86-Iu7CztZ0NBuFxWIR1uGo52sGQAHp1zSC-gHpyUNsaJjV1bmR2Wtdtz_fYslZ73jEfSRMiSxDPJImhVN1e9ci1-22ysj7ETZ56_SApztcdKPxrBQdro/s1600/SanDiego+010.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 240px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595178144410158434" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdAkCOL8hEnLjzgzP05Ct8prt86-Iu7CztZ0NBuFxWIR1uGo52sGQAHp1zSC-gHpyUNsaJjV1bmR2Wtdtz_fYslZ73jEfSRMiSxDPJImhVN1e9ci1-22ysj7ETZ56_SApztcdKPxrBQdro/s320/SanDiego+010.jpg" /></a> are trying to make to end sexual violence in Texas!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Last week, Detective Cromie and I spoke in San Diego, CA at the National District Attorney's Associations' Equal Justice Conference. Our presentation lasted just over an hour, and we were able to meet with conference attendee's on the terrace of the hotel for "table talks" - which were question & answer sessions. I love hearing the questions the different professions we present infront of have to ask. All of the questions vary from one extreme to the next, and I love seeing what people come up with, and it gives me insight into what I should add to future presentations. The thought of and hearing how my story not only effects and changes the perspectives of crime victims, their families, and different professions involving those who work with crime victims makes me tear up. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Today, still tired and having a headache, and recooperating from my trip to San Diego last week (I just got back in town Sunday evening) - I arrived at Dickinson PD for the annual brick laying ceremony and there was not one empty seat in the room the ceremony was held in. Chief Morales started off the ceremony by having everyone in the room tell their name and why they were attending. Some were there in support of crime victims, some were directly affected by crime. Of course he picked on me and made me go first, and put me on the spot. My mind went blank for a few seconds as <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJV8tXKoGw-e-hda0Q_oYzufjZvRbjH2SZsADaHZqLxBoXuBDEVHGDoNZOohdC812SMAvbjFnG4y-POPvftBLoffzgVXPpY7ryYOckNyEKs09EQpiXCV-ItyAkyp_4xqDLjUyRB4NopSpo/s1600/DSCN1128.JPG"></a>I tried to push words out and come up with something to say to let others know we had a connection, and I was there to offer help to anyone in need. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9C6gwDqMVuteKul7en376FDCUTR08QyqnMrCVT-64k2jKoaLtNJR1CPVfCBeutlEPAxulk6qk6-L7diQ8ycFeeS5uJLwvZ7k-GAAXzaAd3apeOLPX2xSz7lq9tH0DtSHjJORxgY3bQoe0/s1600/jschuettbrick.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595185564943422738" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9C6gwDqMVuteKul7en376FDCUTR08QyqnMrCVT-64k2jKoaLtNJR1CPVfCBeutlEPAxulk6qk6-L7diQ8ycFeeS5uJLwvZ7k-GAAXzaAd3apeOLPX2xSz7lq9tH0DtSHjJORxgY3bQoe0/s200/jschuettbrick.jpg" /></a>The woman sitting next to me cried as she told her daughter had just been murdered only a month ago. Another woman cried as she spoke of her son, murdered in 1999. No matter how recent or long ago the crime has happened, it's something that effects our lives, forever. People who haven't experienced what us "victims" have been through...it's easy to tell us to "get over it" or "just move on" - I'll tell you this is much easier said than done. As we all stepped outside for the brick laying ceremony, and I got my camera out of my purse to take pictures, the Chief told me to put my camera up and move upfront because they were about to unveil my brick on the walkway of the PD. I said, "MY brick?!?" - I couldn't believe the police department was honoring me with my very own brick, and was elated. Thank you, DPD, so excited!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>In closing, we ALL have a story to share, mine is one of trauma and pain; yet survival and victory, and it's one I'll always tell and use in positive ways to inspire others. What is your story, and how will/are you using it to help others? You never know when or how a few simple words may change the life of someone you don't even know. Together, we can "Reshape the Future" and "Honor the Past." - Won't you join me in making a difference?</div><br /><div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595176218513103522" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqSl7pACR03JzJs_olZX4UrPB9DNkE-K70yXzrEREbHIvLs9gkLLUWs2I8ICCwlKOuoaAT5oAna6SueH_jHhx_F7n_jQMgIyv3S3zopgNz2TtB_qJAhtcc9KzcLagLFtCP4oyhNDShLS7k/s400/DSCN1124.JPG" /> <br /><div></div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div></div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-2201918520848394492010-11-07T19:56:00.013-06:002010-12-07T20:15:59.541-06:00[thangk-fuhl] - feeling or expressing gratitude; appreciative.<div><div><div>I'm so <strong>thankful </strong>this holiday season (and always) for those <strong>supportive family</strong> members & <strong>friends </strong>of mine, for <strong>my life & voice</strong>, and all of the <strong>wonderful opportunities</strong> that are coming my way to <strong>share my story and spread awareness</strong>. Let me share some of my most recent experiences with you:</div><br /><div><strong>TAASA - (Texas Association Against Sexual Assault) </strong>extended the invitation for me to attend a luncheon in San Antonio and share my story of survival. The luncheon was honoring The Steen's, a couple who are very big supporters of TAASA, and have raised a tremendous amount of money for the Association. Governor (of Texas) Rick Perry would be introducing me, and there would be over 300 in attendance.</div><br /><div>So, on Monday, October 25th, I arrived in San Antonio after a 3 1/2 hour drive from Houston, and stopped at my bff's house in Live Oak to visit her and my sweet godbabies, Bryce & Braedynn. On the drive up, all I could think about honestly...was eating Thai food. It's become a ritual for Tiff and I, so once I arrived we headed over to the restaurant, and as we pulled up, we noticed it was awfully dark inside...only to find out the restaurant is CLOSED on Mondays! Most people wouldn't consider this a big deal, but I was so sad. Literally, this is the best and most authentic Thai restaurant we've found to date, and we ended up having to settle for another Thai restaurant a few miles down the road, and it was alright, but just wasn't the same. Anyway, I won't whine about that anymore, there's more important things to blog about other than my food drama. We had an enjoyable lunch together, as usual, and after filling our bellies with many cheese rolls and spicy foods, I headed over to the beautiful Westin on the Riverwalk, where I checked-in & met with my lovely lady friends from TAASA. We had dinner a couple of hours later at Casa Rio, the oldest Mexican restaurant on the Riverwalk...and then I attempted to get some much needed rest. I was restless all night long. Thai food was no longer on my mind. Instead, all I could think about was the crowd of people I'd be speaking infront of, what they'd be thinking, and hoping I wouldn't cry during the speech. And, of course I was nervous as heck because I'd be introduced by The Governor of Texas, Rick Perry.</div><br /><div>Before I knew it, the Tuesday morning sunbeams were shining brightly through the big windows of my hotel room on the 15th floor, and I was still a nervous wreck, so I decided I might as well just get up and get moving. If I would've had boots on, at this point it would be safe to say I would've been shakin' in 'em! I went downstairs and scarfed down a muffin and some milk, and then met the ladies from TAASA, in the lobby. The 3 of us headed over to the WOAI San Antonio (Ch.4) News station, where I appeared on "San Antonio Living," a morning show where I shared an overview of my story alongside Annette from TAASA. I'm so grateful for any opportunity, long or short, to be able to speak out and encourage others. San Antonio has one of the BEST Rape Crisis Centers in the Nation, and it was a privelege to be in town and appear on the show. We headed back to the hotel parking lot to get my car after the interview, and then, it was time for the big event honoring the Steen's at the San Antonio Country Club.</div><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmnRtcUrfxoPxwWOMh8LG4GiWvGHG0Mb70keP7liJL1yF6d8Q_B8EmRyzw_xmVkfwPgHd6m_RbdMWE6lfAnZM5PatuuL2coaDKbpfAGrV5-Ck4sui7-pDsEYKKGPSW7UfvfltHcjcq4bNP/s1600/luttrell.bmp"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 134px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5548097744179143362" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmnRtcUrfxoPxwWOMh8LG4GiWvGHG0Mb70keP7liJL1yF6d8Q_B8EmRyzw_xmVkfwPgHd6m_RbdMWE6lfAnZM5PatuuL2coaDKbpfAGrV5-Ck4sui7-pDsEYKKGPSW7UfvfltHcjcq4bNP/s200/luttrell.bmp" /></a>The event at the SACC was beyond beautiful. There were gorgeous Fall flower arrangements on all of the tables, extremely kind-hearted people & wonderful food! I sto<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhyCwlrRg1PQUqyDkAlScQCAuGQL8yqAd9Pqu27dqxL2ITXFROQ1pEGzrcuQjA7H-ma6-4qNlpP1no08d3dXv1ZsEUdZLmhtPoWuuxKqI2RfB-LF-eqt98O6enf6BeDGCzy7Zy4NSXV0lO/s1600/robinson.bmp"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 114px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5548113206334632482" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhyCwlrRg1PQUqyDkAlScQCAuGQL8yqAd9Pqu27dqxL2ITXFROQ1pEGzrcuQjA7H-ma6-4qNlpP1no08d3dXv1ZsEUdZLmhtPoWuuxKqI2RfB-LF-eqt98O6enf6BeDGCzy7Zy4NSXV0lO/s200/robinson.bmp" /></a>od infront of Author Marcus Luttrell, as he signed a copy of his book, Lone Survivor, for me. I looked at him, and saw he and I, although we've been through completely different circumstances, have one main thing in common...we have taken the negative and turned it into a positive. I was happy I was able to meet him and have the opportunity to read his book. I walked into the dining room and immediately spotted David "The Admiral" Robinson, it was hard to miss him as he towered above everyone else. I weaved in and out of the crowd and across the dining room to get a picture with him. I knew it would make Jonathan jealous. :) </div><br /><div>We were all seated, and began to eat our "San Antonio Country Club Salad" and Cromie and I chatted and were introduced to other guests at our table. We were seated with First Lady of Texas, Anita Perry, and her son, too. I was just starting to feel comfortable in my setting, and First Lady Anita Perry made her way up on stage and gave her welcome speech. I could feel my palms starting to sweat and my heart racing. Yep, the usual feelings of an oncoming anxiety attack. Call me a hypochondriac, call me what you want...but I was freaking out. I turned to Tiff and told her and Josh how nervous I was. Thank God they were there, and Detective Cromie was, too....or Lord only knows what I would've done. I probably would've puked. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgOf1Y8fOxk0Uhswhwf3Q5LhPiGJ0RHNs33RcWsitHFUYA4VROZBXqFEJuFCcjCItRm7MUAhAR0bkoYulWj67D6uJOOwErlRL7vQOYz8nSTGqwnH4dti20YUqtk4SEwMYuOg1hH7ywg1jlt/s1600/perry.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 134px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5548097119964478434" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgOf1Y8fOxk0Uhswhwf3Q5LhPiGJ0RHNs33RcWsitHFUYA4VROZBXqFEJuFCcjCItRm7MUAhAR0bkoYulWj67D6uJOOwErlRL7vQOYz8nSTGqwnH4dti20YUqtk4SEwMYuOg1hH7ywg1jlt/s200/perry.jpg" /></a>This was the biggest crowd I'd ever spoken infront of, and my heart was </div><div>p-o-u-n-d-i-n-g! I tried to calm myself, but it wasn't happening. Governor Perry walked on stage after being introduced by his wife, and he was so kind. He spoke such nice words, gave an overview of my attack and then introduced me to the audience. I walked on stage, and he whispered in my ear, "Knock 'em dead, girl!" That made me want to laugh, but I think my nerves had definitely gotten the best of me at this point. I wanted to squeeze his hand and pull him right back up onto that stage and force him to stand next to me as I spoke, but that would've just made me look ridiculous, so I refrained.</div><br /><div>I looked out into the crowd (okay, more like sea) of men and women, and the room grew eerily silent. I started to weep almost immediately. Everyone waited as I gained my composure, and then I psyched myself up enough to begin to speak. It's not talking about my story that chokes me up, it's speaking infront of so many people! Anyway, I pulled myself together pretty quickly and as I spoke and cried, I saw others grab their napkins and dry their eyes or others smile back at me. It means alot to me when I can see that my story really touches others, and that I am making a difference. I finished my speech, and watched as the room rose to their feet, and gave me a standing ovation. I couldn't have had a prouder moment, and I'm truly honored that I was able to be a part of such an amazing event, honoring The Steen's and their work, supporting TAASA...and I feel so silly (now) looking back, that I let my nerves get the best of me at the beginning of my speech. This wonderful day and the selfless, kind people I met...made me proud to be a Texan.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div><strong>Kalin's Center - </strong>a Texas Advocacy Center serving Houston and Trinity Counties, was hosting their 3rd Annual "Styles for Smiles" fundraiser with the help of area businesses, to raise money for the center. I was invited to be the main speaker at the event in Lovelady on October 30th. I got up early Saturday morning and drove to Lovelady, which, let me just tell you...is very tiny and seems as though it's in the middle of nowhere. I didn't really know what to expect as I arrived at "The Old Lovelady Gym", but I'll say...when I walked in the doors, I was speechless. This "gym" seemed quite the opposite. There were drapes, and lights, and beautiful table settings. And, for such a small town, the turnout was incredible! I believe there were more people in attendance at this event than the one in San Antonio, and I was beaming on the inside seeing so many had taken the time to come out and support the center and donate money to such a wonderful cause! Kalin's Center is named after a girl, now all grown up, who has an incredible story of survival. Kalin was sexually abused as a child by her step-father, while her mother watched and did nothing to stop it. When Kalin saw that her step-father was beginning to abuse her sisters, she made an outcry for help, and I applaude her for being so strong and speaking out, because in using her voice, she not only saved herself and sisters, but potentially saved countless others. Kalin's stepfather received a plea deal of 50 years, and her mother received life. The "Styles for Smiles" fashion show went very well. Men, Women, and even children volunteered to walk in the style show and wear clothing from The Pink Dot, Hearts Desire, and The Mule Barn, who all premiered their Fall Collections. There were door prizes and raffle items galore, and thousands of dollars were raised! When I went up on stage to give my speech, I was much more confident this time. I really enjoyed my day in Lovelady, and was shown much LOVE from everyone who attended. After the show, I had several people take the time to come up and share their own stories with me. These are the moments I love the most...when I know I've made a difference. One lady inparticular really touched me, as she held me tight and started to sob and said, "I know how you feel, my grandfather raped me as a child, and I have never told anyone." This woman was a grandmother now, herself. She shared with me that when she was a child, sexual abuse was something that you just weren't to speak about. It was "brushed under the rug" and you were to basically forget about it. When she told, the Sheriff in town said it was a "family matter" and did nothing. Thank the Lord times have CHANGED! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div><strong>"I Survived" Television Show</strong> - reached out to me a few months back, after my interview with Jeff Rossen on NBC's Today Show, and asked if I'd share my story. I jumped on the opportunity, and had a great experience. First a pre-interview was held over the phone, for about an hour...just me openly speaking about the night of my attack. A few weeks later, a member of the team flew into Houston and came to my house where we taped an informal interview, again, of me simply just speaking openly about what happened, and answering some questions he had. Then, Jonathan and I headed to Dallas a couple of weeks later,and taped the final interview in a studio. We had a really good time. The drive to Dallas is long and boring, but Woody's Smokehouse is on the way...which makes the drive totally worth it! Half-way through our 4-5 hour roadtrip, we stocked up on beef jerky, beef sticks and sweet tea, and then got back on the road. We checked into our hotel, and went out for a steak dinner...can 't beat that! The next day, the interview was short & sweet, we hit up Woody's again, and I was about to be in tears as the ride home was beyond dreaded...and so long! My legs literally ached, and my ass hurt from sitting for so long. Home.Sweet.Home! Stay tuned...my story is tentatively airing in April on the Bio. Channel.</div><div> </div><div>Thank you to all of you who continue to follow me on this journey, it's become a beautiful one. I'm beyond blessed that I'm here, and using my voice!</div><div> </div><div>Happy Holidays!</div><div> </div><div><br /> </div><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-7993216685413542372010-08-14T10:57:00.001-05:002010-08-14T10:59:12.353-05:00Roadtrip!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqR6EHfn-ueo_Sd34Wj6f_vcLyTYunTDcCpPvC2JGA0MGUSUDGwKRZ2Y-DizSjaDIbCfzWDvCT-WkvwE2gmnfz3P28XTVNwCALU-2pRHeD6Ehyphenhypheno9ZuRBoBKeAWbH0-HM-_n0tHgkzs1RP_/s1600/sadie.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 150px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505290933230425346" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqR6EHfn-ueo_Sd34Wj6f_vcLyTYunTDcCpPvC2JGA0MGUSUDGwKRZ2Y-DizSjaDIbCfzWDvCT-WkvwE2gmnfz3P28XTVNwCALU-2pRHeD6Ehyphenhypheno9ZuRBoBKeAWbH0-HM-_n0tHgkzs1RP_/s200/sadie.jpg" /></a><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJk-fAQt9A7RjIRSliaJHk6Rb-31hP4qcTq4oVgU221SwEhoPlblSPlQffgWogY759AWwy40qWE4R5a9Z-sv5GMMFebzrah2CatwnnDFkpHLsaNbe65p6G2E5fAUGEeeH9N4YXUtkbFaVB/s1600/knzee.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 190px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505290794687481906" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJk-fAQt9A7RjIRSliaJHk6Rb-31hP4qcTq4oVgU221SwEhoPlblSPlQffgWogY759AWwy40qWE4R5a9Z-sv5GMMFebzrah2CatwnnDFkpHLsaNbe65p6G2E5fAUGEeeH9N4YXUtkbFaVB/s200/knzee.jpg" /></a> Jonathan and I have been itching to get away for a couple of days, so we decided to head out on a roadtrip Tuesday. We pretty much packed the car the night before so that Tuesday morning, all we had to do was get ourselves ready and drop our pups off at their grandma & grandpa's house for a couple of days. Thank goodness Jonathan's parents were willing to watch their grand-dogs! We hardly ever get to go on a trip together, because one of us usually stays home with the pups since we don't trust just anybody with them. </div><div>(Our dogs don't even know they are dogs, I'm convinced they think they're human, and since we can't have babies at the moment, our girls are our World....and they're very spoiled.) After saying a tearful goodbye to our two lovebugs, Jonathan & I hit the road!<br /><br /></div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div>- First stop: McDonalds. </div><div>(Afterall, who wants to be in the car with a hungry driver?)</div><br /><div>- Second stop: Dennis Bradford's grave.</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>I found out the location of Bradford's funeral and burial site from one of his previous co-workers who posted a nice comment on my guestbook back in May, and said I should go to the funeral for closure. I wasn't prepared to attend his funeral, and didn't want to show up and put his family through anymore grief than they were already experiencing, so I just waited and contacted the funeral home about a week or so later, and they were kind enough to tell me exactly where he was laid to rest. My reasoning for contacting the funeral home and asking where he was buried is because I knew that come August 10th, I'd want to sit at his gravesite and read my victim impact statement, since I wasn't going to have the opportunity to do so in a courtroom like I'd always hoped for. As we drove towards the town where Bradford is buried, we came to a red light. There was an old homeless man walking along the side of the road in the grass. I looked at the temperature, and I believe it said 104 degrees. Jonathan told me to roll down my window and give the man one of our cold sodas we had, so I did, and it broke my heart as I watched him touch his heart over and over as if saying "thank you" and then chug the orange soda down like he hadn't had anything cold to drink in days. I rolled my window down again and gave him my last two $1 bills, and told him to go get something to eat. In a raspy and seemingly painful voice, he attempted to say "thank you" and touch his heart again. It felt great to do a good deed that day, and I still can't stop thinking about that old man. I often wonder how a person can have no family that cares, nowhere to sleep, nothing to eat or drink, only the clothes on their back, and how stressful it must be to live every day not knowing when your next meal will be or where you'll be sleeping. Soon after, we were pulling into the cemetery where Dennis Bradford is buried, and my heart started to beat so hard, it felt as though it was going to rip through my chest. Finally, the moment I'd been waiting for was here, and this was my chance to say everything I'd wanted to say for 20 long years. As I walked to the gravesite, I got a painful, stabbing feeling in my heel, then my toe, and then, my leg. I looked down to see an ant was biting me, and 2 sticker-burrs were stuck in my foot. Of course, reading my statement wouldn't come easy...what was I thinking. I killed the ant, hobbled back to the car, jumped in with one leg, got tweezers out of my make-up bag, and worked on pulling the sticker-burrs out of my heel and rest of my foot (they were in deep), and then said to myself "let's try this again." I hopped out, walked down the gravel road and then up to the grave, sat down on the dried grass, and took a deep breath. I started to cry as I read his name out loud. DENNIS BRADFORD. Whew, I had waited to hear that name for a long time. The hardest thing about my journey was the unknown...not knowing who had done this to me. I now had a name, and I was now sitting with this person...if that makes sense. Not the environment or way I wanted, but this was my chance. I could feel Jonathan standing to the left side of me as I read on for about ten more minutes, and he helped me up when I was finished. We stood there, together, staring at Bradford's grave, and then Jonathan said, "Do you have anything else to say?" I said, "No, that was it." And he said, "Well, this time, he had no choice but to listen to you." I smiled, he grabbed my hand, and then we got back into the car and continued on our roadtrip. </div><br /><div>Feeling a little spontaneous, we then decided to drive to Wimberley and stop at Blue Hole for some swimming. My aunt told me about this place a couple of years ago, and being it was on the way to San Antonio, we thought we'd check it out. I had previously watched a short video about Blue Hole on the internet, but many times things aren't what they seem, so I didn't really know what to expect. We pulled off onto Blue Hole road... which quickly turned into a gravel parking lot, and we got out. There were two teenage guys sitting in lawn chairs, and they insisted on us not paying full price to get in because they'd only be open another hour and a half. We weren't going to argue! We handed them ten bucks, and<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2aK_rAWS-7iNJWjcEGpjaAGXQh8vxdVkC2nrmHbj_UAv_Kx4hiUoTs3hijYgkLnei1JYnN0ZFVO12pXg8YSKoOwWgcBJC4YNZqCN49o-Zs4piyioxUhIMLGVRNMpTYXdUYm145eszNM3e/s1600/roadtripsummer10+028.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505102144507036290" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2aK_rAWS-7iNJWjcEGpjaAGXQh8vxdVkC2nrmHbj_UAv_Kx4hiUoTs3hijYgkLnei1JYnN0ZFVO12pXg8YSKoOwWgcBJC4YNZqCN49o-Zs4piyioxUhIMLGVRNMpTYXdUYm145eszNM3e/s320/roadtripsummer10+028.jpg" /></a> walked in. The dusty gravel quickly turned into thick, green grass surrounded by lush trees and chirping wildlife. Adults and children were swinging off of a metal ring and falling into the water, and some were jumping off of a higher part of a tree. A woman near us was sprawled out on her beach towel reading and soaking up the sun. This looked like a neat place, until I saw the fish in the water, and started to question jumping in. (Apparently, I watched one too many episodes of "Shark Week" last week.) I started to back away, while telling Jonathan there was NO WAY I'd be getting in there. Now, of course I knew there weren't any sharks, but I started to think about alligators and then something grabbing my foot, and how freaked out I'd be. After alot of convincing, I inched my way into the cool water of Blue Hole...and it was great, until the strings of the lifejacket I stole off of a tree (to float with) brushed up against my leg. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjm3NFfKJWN7LQPHAZudL65DtvCNBc_kWFyytlIDuqRo6TvV5d8TT94xk0ziTYyFWnbUv_hRV-kdIwtIimY5SNmAK4YMl56DBGSBzV40nccB72REPzIJC8eenzlMqaGIEw2Kyi5S9UTLzq0/s1600/roadtripsummer10+024.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 293px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 203px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505101738973746594" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjm3NFfKJWN7LQPHAZudL65DtvCNBc_kWFyytlIDuqRo6TvV5d8TT94xk0ziTYyFWnbUv_hRV-kdIwtIimY5SNmAK4YMl56DBGSBzV40nccB72REPzIJC8eenzlMqaGIEw2Kyi5S9UTLzq0/s320/roadtripsummer10+024.jpg" /></a>I started swimming fast to get the hell out of there and back onto land..and then Jonathan reminded me the strings of the life jacket were hanging down and that nothing was really after me in the water. I could breathe again. If you ask me, Jonathan was a little too excited to be in this water. Anyone who knows him, knows he's an overgrown child, and soon he was forcing me to stay in the water alone and watch him jump off of a tree. I watched as he excitedly stood in line with all of the CHILDREN (ha ha) and then climbed up the side of a tree and did a back-flip off of it...he's such a show- off sometimes. ;) Blue Hole ended up being a really neat place, fish and all, and I'd definitely like to go back again someday...preferrably more prepared with a float so my feet aren't dangling freely in the water for something to eat me.</div><div></div><div></div><div>As we drove to our final destination of San Antonio, we stopped off at my bff's house (smelly, and hair still wet from the water of Blue Hole) for a short-but-sweet visit and to also see my godson and sweet new goddaughter. I'm always excited to catch up with my bff and visit<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_LmrzwRpM5QItjxZhgU83oAslyxj8vtfYwgJXdP6AgsxEfCsyrnNeLFJQpL4_WrZ9r5kElFr43Yg-Eq-JsZaLrhBh0A6SNyWQVqJcKEOeYPoLqiOmJ4hGKdmagL1RWI8Gxw0oPNb720vQ/s1600/roadtripsummer10+057.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 223px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 303px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505103065531290114" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_LmrzwRpM5QItjxZhgU83oAslyxj8vtfYwgJXdP6AgsxEfCsyrnNeLFJQpL4_WrZ9r5kElFr43Yg-Eq-JsZaLrhBh0A6SNyWQVqJcKEOeYPoLqiOmJ4hGKdmagL1RWI8Gxw0oPNb720vQ/s320/roadtripsummer10+057.jpg" /></a> with her little family when the opportunity arises, and this was one of those opportunities, so I didn't care that I looked (and smelled) like I'd been swimming with fish...and I knew she wouldn't care, either. When we left there, we ate at a drive-thru Taqueria, and then went to the hotel to hit the hay and get ready to conquer the Market the next day. I have so many wonderful memories I cherish of going to San Antonio as a child with my grandparents, and I am in love with that place. I swear I'll move there someday...the culture amazes me, and the environment is relaxing. </div><br /><div>Day two of our trip began mid-morning, and being in San Antonio, I was hungry for Mexican food yet again, so we ate at a restaurant in The Market, and then spent hours shopping! I'm re-decorating our kitchen and dining areas, and was on a mission to find ristras of jalapenos, garlic, onions, etc., and I <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_W3r1vPTmaoEZvCUoC9Wt72KKGNgCwpMt2lkIogc_RmLzvGZQhGygb2iByVYbIK6HIDtvWjSBMg7ra7EhBiZbZiVaXeTQczMBN5OBfhvKhLtpVLSHyQX4R909jOT9FydCas3NC4b0CSlL/s1600/roadtripsummer10+024.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 150px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505105370240533570" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_W3r1vPTmaoEZvCUoC9Wt72KKGNgCwpMt2lkIogc_RmLzvGZQhGygb2iByVYbIK6HIDtvWjSBMg7ra7EhBiZbZiVaXeTQczMBN5OBfhvKhLtpVLSHyQX4R909jOT9FydCas3NC4b0CSlL/s200/roadtripsummer10+024.jpg" /></a>hit the jackpot! Jonathan, however, was not worried about finding <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8f0IKutiolah_Ak-8Whva7xhTBqF0Tr746y5l1atrDcdDA1tkQrIvpcWsvz6f2JY9iKn670EXs0Pk-FcLCgdXgEBetr5qnPMrmWcJIVldo78zk8FuBmxY9WJjhRRa7JYbpELNGfwD0xdF/s1600/roadtripsummer10+020.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 150px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505105941750062498" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8f0IKutiolah_Ak-8Whva7xhTBqF0Tr746y5l1atrDcdDA1tkQrIvpcWsvz6f2JY9iKn670EXs0Pk-FcLCgdXgEBetr5qnPMrmWcJIVldo78zk8FuBmxY9WJjhRRa7JYbpELNGfwD0xdF/s200/roadtripsummer10+020.jpg" /></a>ceramic jalapenos, and paper-mache avocados...he was busy trying to figure out which "day of the dead" Michael Jackson doll he wanted to buy. What can I say...I love him! A riverwalk boat-ride, dinner at Fogo de Chao, a few Mexican pastries, alot of pictures, and a pecan pancake breakfast later, it was time to say a very-dreaded goodbye to SA, and head home to Houston. </div><br /><br /><div>On a happier note, this trip allowed me to accomplish yet another one of my goals. Eventhough Bradford wasn't physically sitting infront of me, I KNOW he heard everything I had to say (I was talking pretty loud) - it's just a feeling I had, and you know...God works in mysterious ways. :)</div><div></div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 160px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 120px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5505290597665063602" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhn7itcYdygz-_hb8HTBZj89u6PbM6lcaVf5IKI61y_3rdVep60wjyu-7zWDivagQE07nRnalcSeydQd44pRbjmFhpzdGRQZHQnRO4pBHVpRuYyWvksYjSZwHAJZKB6kcbP1QFECOYpAm3s/s400/alive.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-71754406966707849012010-08-10T08:37:00.000-05:002010-08-10T08:37:32.076-05:00It's A Celebration!<div align="left"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDW88YuotL0Mvw-WNXn6kr7eUoPI9vGR9cS_NzBXiCb5T0-QF-w3mLGBIRtprg9jc_nDvBatClC7QWTL3VHQnzn78NXM_dGjlaTC-WMcxAYAJvth4hEQ8oYQtDQ36xCdsTvtrD0-yU7rDL/s1600/zoe.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5503619921026062146" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDW88YuotL0Mvw-WNXn6kr7eUoPI9vGR9cS_NzBXiCb5T0-QF-w3mLGBIRtprg9jc_nDvBatClC7QWTL3VHQnzn78NXM_dGjlaTC-WMcxAYAJvth4hEQ8oYQtDQ36xCdsTvtrD0-yU7rDL/s320/zoe.jpg" /></a>August 10, 2010.<br /><br /><div align="left">Twenty years ago, this day could have very well been my last one on Earth; however, a little bit of strength, a lot of prayers, and a children's game of hide-and-go-seek twelve to fourteen hours later, I was found and survived what continues to be the most traumatic and horrible experience of my life.</div><br /><br />There are some who don't understand why I find it so important to spread my message, and who have expressed what happened to me was so long ago that I should just move on with life and leave the past...in the past. But, thankfully, there are also those who know my passion and see my drive in continuing to share my story, and know that my heart hasn't fully allowed me to move on from this experience...and truthfully, never will. After being so blessed to have lived through an abduction, rape and attempted murder, I feel that I have a responsibility to encourage other victims to use their voices, and it's something I'll continue to do, loudly and proudly, all the rest of the days of my life. No one can ever persuade me to do otherwise, as I'm following my heart, and doing what I know is not only the right thing to do, but what I'm destined to do. THIS IS MY PURPOSE!<br /><br /><br />Every year on this day, I have tried to do something special in celebrating my life, and have tried to make it a joyous occasion, but every day of the last nineteen years, I've also had one lingering question that has "eaten" at me, and that was simply "who?" Who could have committed these awful acts toward me? Now, twenty years later, to the day, I've got a smile on my face, and my heart is beaming a bright light...as I have no need to question any longer. This year, I am not ONLY celebrating life, but also, a victory!<br /><br /><br />To my two heroes, Detective Tim Cromie, and SA Richard Rennison:<br /><br /><br />I know I've said it at least a hundred times, and I'll say it a hundred more, THANK YOU! If it weren't for you two, using your knowledge and experience in doing what you both felt was appropriate for my case and me, this would have been another anniversary where I'd be sitting here wondering who did this, who else had been a victim at the hands of this person, and when the time would come for me to get answers. Thankfully, this year, I've got all of the answers, and together, we've potentially saved the lives of others and together we've been able to make a difference in the lives of thousands of victims all around the World...I cannot <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcZwpt8QS2zeRbSdD9WrPyQSz4QTx3kUDkGffRaMNAoQeaA6al8mZUqGPET5cFz-S9chfyzsf5B5EdDuD5jAenU5lsnUt0Eq2_5fISStdx0ZpnE30hDVlpBWJ-CdhAOQd2uruxJzrBs2N3/s1600/Christmas+2009+002.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5503623478404169650" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcZwpt8QS2zeRbSdD9WrPyQSz4QTx3kUDkGffRaMNAoQeaA6al8mZUqGPET5cFz-S9chfyzsf5B5EdDuD5jAenU5lsnUt0Eq2_5fISStdx0ZpnE30hDVlpBWJ-CdhAOQd2uruxJzrBs2N3/s320/Christmas+2009+002.jpg" /></a>express to you enough how much you both mean to me, and the pride I feel just knowing you two. I hope that others involved in law enforcement will learn from your mannerisms and work, because you are both the perfect example of what those in law enforcement should be. You both work not only because they are your jobs, but because you really and truly care, and want to make a difference. Thank you over and over, not only for giving me answers, but for putting your hearts into my case, and changing my life forever. This gift of peace you've both given me, has been the greatest gift I've ever received.<br /><br /><br /><br />Peace this August 10th. No longer do I go to bed at night wondering who, or worrying about this person attacking others, as now we all know Dennis Earl Bradford was arrested October 13, 2009. On that day, nineteen years of prayers were answered. I would like to also take a moment to tell everyone, incase I've never said it, that I am still brought to tears at the many self-less acts of those who prayed and continue to keep me in their prayers, those who helped search for me and distribute fliers when I went missing, the cards and flowers I received in the hospital in 1990, and last year on the day of the arrest, the fundraisers that members of the community put together for medical expenses all of those years ago, the work of the officers that responded to the scene back in 1990 and everyone involved; including the officers and investigators at Dickinson PD, Galveston Co. Sheriff's OFfice, FBI, and the Texas Rangers. And, a special thank you to those at the North Little Rock PD who helped prepare with Cromie and Rennison and aided in the arrest of Bradford. Also, thank you to those supportive family members, friends, and my Jonathan, who have all guided me along at different points throughout the last twenty years...thank you for listening to me talk endlessly and openly about my experience, thank you for having open hearts and minds, and thank you for allowing me to smile, cry, and at times, yell if needed...all without judging me, and knowing how important this was to me to keep seeking an answer until an arrest was made.<br /><br /><br /><br />I say that my heart will not ever allow me to fully move on, because there are countless victims out there, afraid to come forward, so I will forever use my experience as motivation to do what I am incredibly passionate about, and that is sharing my story and fighting to make a difference in this sometimes-cruel World we all live in. I have seen the need to share my story even more in the last year, as I've received many e-mails and phone calls from different organizations and advocacy centers, locally and out-of-state, asking me to share my story with their communities and help them in getting support, because there are still those that do not like hearing about or changing the horrible things going on within their community. I've received e-mails from victims in different countries, telling me either that they don't know how to go about telling someone what's happened to them, or asking if it's too late to speak out, or about their unfortunate and unfair experiences with law enforcement when trying to report the crime.<br /><br /><br />Rape is REAL! It's happening, unfortunately, all over the World. Every hour, of every day. It's something that no one should ever have to experience, but sadly, many experience it repeatedly. It is never too late to speak out! I will do whatever I can to help save others from having this happen to them, and encourage those it has happened to in using their voices to speak out against it.<br /><br /><br />Today, while I should be preparing myself for going to trial this Fall, and Bradford being sentenced, I will instead be sitting at Dennis Bradford's grave, reading my victim impact statement. Eventhough he is no longer here, I have to do this, it's something I've wanted to do for twenty years now, although I didn't plan to do it in this manner. If you are a victim of a crime, or know someone who is, please let my story be a reminder that we are all really not victims, but victorious! Please continue to use your voices to speak out, you never know the difference you may make in the life of someone who may just need to hear your story.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center">Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for your support!! </div><br /><br /><br /><div align="center">Now, off to celebrate: life, love, happiness, peace, and above all, VICTORY!</div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-46417261822819016902010-05-25T15:56:00.004-05:002010-06-01T23:27:07.820-05:00Setting The Record Straight!First of all, it's been a crazy week (to say the LEAST!) I'd like to thank everyone who has taken the time to send me e-mails or sign my guestbook...I've been inundated since last Wednesday, and apologize that I cannot respond to each and every one. I do want you all to know that I have been reading through each e-mail and guestbook entry myself (it may take me another week or so to get through all of them)....and the messages of encouragement have been very comforting, thank you!<br /><br />There are a couple of things that I didn't elaborate enough on in my Today Show interview<br />that people have been commenting about, through guestbook entries and e-mails, so I'd like to just "set the record straight" and clear up some of the confusion:<br /><br />1) Infertility.<br /><br />I've had probably over 150 heartfelt e-mails from women all around the United States offering to be my surrogate. The infertility issues I have do not require me needing a surrogate, but I feel very blessed to have had so many offers! I can still carry a baby, I just have to rely on in vitro fertilization to get pregnant. There is a 70% chance that it will work, but I know several women who have tried it time after time with no luck. The fertility doctor I have been working with has great success rates, though...so when Jonathan and I get ready to have children, we will cross our fingers (and toes) and see what happens! Whether the in vitro works or not, we still plan to adopt sometime in the future.<br /><br />As a child, I watched many, many foster children come in and out of my grandmother's home, and it really inspired me to adopt children sometime in my lifetime. I feel very fortunate to have seen the endless love my grandmother always had for any children that came into her home, and hope to show my children the same, as I truly believe my grandmother loved all of her foster children just as much as she loves us grandkids. I also have family members who are adopted, and can't imagine our family without them!<br /><br />2) Dennis Bradford's Death.<br /><br />I have found in my journey, that people are very opinionated, and I have learned to accept people's feelings for what they are, and not let them upset me, because everyone IS entitled to feel or voice their own opinions. BUT, I will say...that no one can ever fully understand what a person has been through UNLESS they have experienced it themselves, and even then sometimes people's opinions/feelings will be different.<br /><br />With that said, there have been comments and messages from several people not able to understand WHY I'd be upset that Dennis Bradford hung himself. The opinion of most is that "it saves tax-payers dollars." Indeed, it does...BUT I wanted my time in court with him first. After searching for almost 20 years, all I asked for was 5 minutes with him in a court room face-to-face, and it was devastating to me that I did not get the chance to do that. With rock-solid DNA evidence, a 4 hour confession on tape, and 2 or 3 other times he confessed over the last 7 months in jail that were documented, I know Bradford would have been given a life sentence. Yes, with the chance of parole after 30 years, but I'm sure he wouldn't have lasted 30 years in prison, anyway. Call me selfish, but I felt like after all of these years of searching for him, he OWED me my 5 minutes, to hear what I had to say (whether he would have listened or not), and I am entitled to feel "cheated" out of that opportunity.<br /><br />It is not in my nature to have an angry heart, I just never have. I have never sat and cried and asked questions of "why me?" or been in despair over what happened to me. I've never played the "victim" but have played the role of "Victorious!" and tried to make a positive out of this negative experience I had as a child. I forgave Dennis Bradford for what he did to me years and years ago, but was worried about all of the others that could fall victim to him, and wanted to get him off of the streets, as I've said many times before..so he could not harm anyone else. I feel SO BLESSED to have conquered that goal and potentially saved others!<br /><br />3) Victim Impact Statement.<br /><br />I wrote my VIS not for Dennis Bradford, not to get any reaction out of Dennis Bradford, not to get an apology out of Dennis Bradford....but wrote it for myself for closure, and to be the voice of other victims everywhere.<br /><br />When I did my interview with Jeff Rossen from NBC, and talked about missing out on my moment in court to read it, I mentioned wanting to face Bradford in court to:<br /><br />"Show him (Bradford) that he didn't win. And, that I'm a strong survivor, and to show other victims no matter what obstacles you come across, or how long you have to wait, as long as you're strong and determined, you can get the justice that you want."<br /><br />..and by that, I meant that for myself AND for others, I wanted to sit face-to-face with him and read my 3 page long Victim Impact Statement that I had been preparing for years, whether my words meant anything to him or not, I did not care. I wanted to do this to show not only Bradford, but others that prey on children and adults that we WILL fight for justice and conquer crime!<br /><br />4.) What now?<br /><br />Was me facing Bradford in court necessary for me to heal? NO. I had feelings of disappointment, but I DO have closure, and I am moving on with my life, continuing to USE MY VOICE to speak out and encouraging others to do the same! My "Meme" (Grandma) always told me..."Jenny, you can make all the plans in the World, but you can't plan the outcome." Now more than ever do I realize just how true that statement is.<br /><br />I am going back to college June 8th, and finishing up my Bachelor's degree in Criminology hopefully within the next year and a half. I look forward to writing a book in the near future, starting a family within the next couple of years, and working in an area of law enforcement after obtaining my degree that will allow me to continue to grow as a survivor and in helping others to use their voices and conquer crime...one VOICE at a time!<br /><br />Victorious in Jesus,<br /><br />JenniferJenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-48872635080169107182010-05-10T19:56:00.006-05:002010-05-11T11:31:45.087-05:00Curveball.Today has been one of the most difficult days of my life. For almost twenty years, I knew Dennis Bradford was out there, somewhere. In my heart, I knew in due time, I'd find him. People would often tell me after all of these years, my attacker would probably be dead, or that I would never know who had attacked me...I could, at times, even see the doubt in others faces when I'd say I would find him one day. But, I kept on. I knew he was alive, and I knew I'd one day find and face the man that so cold-heartedly attempted to murder me. I made it my goal to find him no matter what obstacles came my way. I've had good days, and I've had bad..but this day is by far the WORST. I've said from the very beginning that I've never had an angry heart about what happened to me as a child. Obviously, a person capable of thinking up a plan and going through with it... such as taking an innocent 8 year old from her bed, raping her, and then cutting her throat and leaving her to die... is sick in the head. Even though my heart was never angry with Bradford, I did always want him to be punished for his actions in the court room, and taken off of the streets so that he could not ever hurt an innocent child again. After him being captured last October, I wanted him to spend every single day of the rest of his life in a jail cell, thinking about what he had done to me. But, today...he took his own life in that cell. Knowing I will never be face to face with Bradford in a court of law, reading aloud my victim impact statement, that I've spent months writing, countless late nights perfecting for my moment in court.. is extremely hard for me to forgive and accept. I have beenleft feeling as though I've been cheated out of an opportunity for ultimate closure. Please try to understand that I have worked so hard for almost 20 years for the moment of facing him and showing him what I've become, and letting him know how what he did to me affected my life, and I'm heartbroken and disappointed that my opportunity to do so has crumbled right before my eyes, and will never come.<br /><br />On a happier note, I couldn't be more grateful for Tim Cromie of Dickinson Police Dept., and Special Agent Richard Rennison with the FBI for all of their hard work and dedication. Both of those men looked me in the eyes two years ago and promised they would catch my attacker and never give up, no matter how long it took...and they followed through on their promise to me. I am forever indebted to these two men, and couldn't have asked for a more diligent, hard working team to put their ALL into my case. I am working hard to keep positive thoughts, and keep reminding myself of how far I've come in my journey..eventhough I didn't get the full justice or outcome I wanted. Ultimately, I am able to rejoice in knowing I've potentially saved the lives of children and encouraged many to speak out, which does give me an overwhelming sense of comfort.<br /><br />I made a promise to myself years ago that I would never quit using my voice to speak out, and never stop encouraging others to use their voices to tell their stories...no matter the outcome. With that said, I WILL continue on, doing what I've been doing, and hope that I can continue to show others the strength they may gain from sharing their own stories. I know there have been many of you that have prayed for me over the years and I ask that you please continue to do so, as I take some time to try and make sense of and accept what happened yesterday and then continue on my journey in life. No amount of words could ever express how thankful I am for each and every supporter, card, flowers, e-mail, text message, or phone call I've received. Knowing there are so many that care about my well being is an unexplainable feeling...thank you.Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com24tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-21092263016219171522010-04-26T14:52:00.006-05:002010-04-26T19:04:53.885-05:00A Hand For HaileyI can barely sit and write this blog, I'm full of so many different emotions, because I am just so overjoyed and proud of a brave little girl, named Hailey.<br /><div></div><br /><div>Hailey first wrote me on October 20, 2009, just a week after the arrest of Dennis Bradford. I was so elated with the news of his arrest that I had been unable to sleep, and it felt like I was in some zombie-like state as I was inundated with phone calls, text messages, and e-mails. I had literally received thousands of e-mails from all over the World, people congratulating me, sending encouraging and supportive messages, and also I had received letters from crime victims, sharing their stories. I had been staying up late every night, unable to sleep, and I took that time to make sure I read every single message, whether it was one word, or 5,000 words, I wanted to read them all. I came across and clicked on Hailey's message, and finished reading it, I couldn't help but sit and stare at the computer screen, with tears streaming down my face, and felt compelled to write her back. I had to know more, and I had to know how I could help this little girl, and let her know how amazing she is for sharing her story. </div><div> </div><div>I won't share the whole message, but I will tell you that at the time she wrote me, Hailey was 15, and living in California, a small-town girl, with big dreams and a big, beautiful smile. As she said to me, in her own words, as she began her message, "I have what seems to look like your average teen girls life, but from my past, it's not." All I could think about was how often this is the case. Everything seemed perfect on the outside, but on the inside, behind closed doors, there were things going on in Hailey's life that I wouldn't wish on anyone...she was living in Hell. Hailey went on to share with me that she was raped most of her childhood (age 3 to 12) by her birth mom's boyfriend (who was already a registered sex offender). Feeling scared and threatened by him, she was too frightened to tell anyone, (as is the case, more often than not, of those preyed on by these sick creeps) and the abuse continued for years. After gathering up the courage to confide in her aunt at age 12 about what had been going on, Hailey was taken out of the home, and then adopted by her aunt and uncle, and the process of convicting this monster began. As she ended her message, she wrote "I heard about your story, and it made me think." "Thank you for helping me and every other girl out there...you saved us." </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I had the chills. I wrote Hailey back and we began to communicate, back and forth. She has grown so much over the last six months, and has really opened up and shared many private details with me about her horrible experiences, which are ones I wouldn't wish on anyone. Just last week, her attacker was sentenced to 14 more years in prison by a judge, because after being released from jail on other charges, <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAOrjro1NKjUhb0pn32HEixg1HPBlgDukIZBINX6kulU5Ah4GCPjwR_Z4LTGKewf2WetFEZtlxcQtlvJOGnniNihcXHZPViYIZ2H3tzOrwoHlGjGTiOuz8NssTNMs4mKAJcXlB3Zm5NHrI/s1600/trackingdevice.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 300px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 225px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464546751675726482" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAOrjro1NKjUhb0pn32HEixg1HPBlgDukIZBINX6kulU5Ah4GCPjwR_Z4LTGKewf2WetFEZtlxcQtlvJOGnniNihcXHZPViYIZ2H3tzOrwoHlGjGTiOuz8NssTNMs4mKAJcXlB3Zm5NHrI/s320/trackingdevice.jpg" /></a>he was required by a judge to wear a mandatory GPS tracking device, and began to stalk Hailey, calling her, driving by her new home and school, telling her he knew where her bedroom was, and that he watched her run track at school. Hailey USED HER VOICE and told the police he had been calling her, and told them what he had said. After pulling the records from his GPS tracking device, it was shown he had infact been within 500 ft of her home and school. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Hailey, I hope you know that you are truly an inspiration to me, and I am so proud of you and honored to know you. I know you have had an extremely hard time dealing with the attacks and unfortunate memories of your past, but you are safe now and have amazing strength and courage and will make it through. You have impacted my life, forever. As I always tell you, no one can tell you how to feel, or make you be silent. You have a right to USE YOUR VOICE and speak out, and the chance to help so many others along the way. You deserve nothing but the best in life, and just know that I am thinking about you and praying for you, as I know in just short of two weeks, you will have another difficult day in court, as you get to read your Victim Impact Statement. Stay strong, little Hailey, lift up your voice, and don't be afraid to say all that you've been feeling. Thank YOU, Hailey, for writing me and reminding me of why I continue to share my story, and Thank YOU for helping every other child out there....YOU have SAVED lives by Using Your Voice! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>It is now my mission to try and change the laws in Texas to have all repeat and high-risk repeat sex offenders wear a mandatory GPS tracking device ankle bracelet, upon release from jail. I know this will take alot of time and effort, but I am willing to fight to protect the children in our state. In my opinion, sex offenders already get light sentences to begin with, and we need to make their lives hell just as much as they make ours. I believe these GPS tracking devices will prevent further victimization, and the fact that they record whereabouts of the individual helps in court with convicting them of being in areas they are not allowed to be. Stayed tuned. Petition in progress!</div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-17039250777773389402010-04-25T10:25:00.022-05:002010-04-26T22:22:21.020-05:00Fairness.Dignity.Respect!Crime Victims' Rights Week 2010 brought me the honor of meeting families of crime victims by sharing my story during two seperate ceremonies this week. Last Sunday,<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoDf2VrPliLy-0NFDknesG3xTfLjksefusVhqhvK0jSC6IF0lrk-cBPfbYt9RWmt-zeROF_mLqSmTs5tuTx25dTqMRIsGn2H4QIYS-Ev8-S1wfNQCaw1I0z5akZApL0LuabTG_75B9Nv-C/s1600/crmevictimsschuett.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464101517857785746" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoDf2VrPliLy-0NFDknesG3xTfLjksefusVhqhvK0jSC6IF0lrk-cBPfbYt9RWmt-zeROF_mLqSmTs5tuTx25dTqMRIsGn2H4QIYS-Ev8-S1wfNQCaw1I0z5akZApL0LuabTG_75B9Nv-C/s320/crmevictimsschuett.jpg" /></a> I was invited to speak during the Texas City Crime Victims Candlelight Vigil & Bench Dedication Ceremony. There was a great t<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdrOW1T-oA6I1KNyXxmNvMZEnJ2fG8izzWYvRMsv3rHi_B7Zb8zwJ3T59_fcU2aTwUQ2Nh9tjbuBYudt_wUeXIkhe4rHgwuimQIifKdAcLwxaBwv2ZeJ8K7UKHd_PhhWwdfE-ytiEcNTuw/s1600/CandlelightVigil+011.jpg"></a>urn-out of families who came to honor their loved ones, eventhough the weather wasn't necessarily on our side that day. It started to rain, so the ceremony got moved inside the police department. I don't know why, but I was fine until I was called up to the podium to give my speech..and then completely broke down. I didn't want to cry, but I was just overwhelmed, I think. Jonathan came up to comfort me, and that was good, because from then on, I was able to compose myself and complete my speech. During open mic, families shared their stories with the crowd, and it just saddened me to hear them talk about the senseless murders of their loved ones. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTZfrnqVVjj1Bh9oPnvfE0TrXrjgtrVki2jJOgGkrRTWAwYVZh_aaj2i1FAcXLCeAvMvJUgld5nJwig1fjQrlUOOU0PtOEWkbkceazPkrmejz3_ho4m7chZ-rn1Lbx5nusjp_Q2HwMVX0C/s1600/CV.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464105980691148386" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTZfrnqVVjj1Bh9oPnvfE0TrXrjgtrVki2jJOgGkrRTWAwYVZh_aaj2i1FAcXLCeAvMvJUgld5nJwig1fjQrlUOOU0PtOEWkbkceazPkrmejz3_ho4m7chZ-rn1Lbx5nusjp_Q2HwMVX0C/s320/CV.jpg" /></a>There were many tears in that lobby that day, but also an overwhelming sense of unity. Once the weather cleared, we all (about a group of 100) moved outside and each got a balloon, which we wrote whatever we wanted on, and released. It was an amazing sight! The pastor lead us in a prayer as we stood with our candles lit, and then there was the bench dedication. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGXtW5FJhyphenhyphentoLWsJdYGBaoN4mW6sIg2oDpeKoJFtV0mQEUnozslatDZm8NX_2X9mxwvPudGvOnlFv3OItX7LplFl9Dwqgpn9gY_sDH8v0jKwDeyZEpodbON5UegvbtNn3mo04fEL5qac9V/s1600/CVR_0725.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464107157379014946" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGXtW5FJhyphenhyphentoLWsJdYGBaoN4mW6sIg2oDpeKoJFtV0mQEUnozslatDZm8NX_2X9mxwvPudGvOnlFv3OItX7LplFl9Dwqgpn9gY_sDH8v0jKwDeyZEpodbON5UegvbtNn3mo04fEL5qac9V/s320/CVR_0725.JPG" /></a>I'm so thankful that I was able to spread my message of "Use Your Voice!" to this group, and hope I may have inspired those who still, after all of these years do not have suspects brought to justice..to never give up. Thank you to all of my wonderful friends who were able to make it out and show support! I love and thank all of you from the bottom of my heart!<br />Click this link to watch portions of the ceremony: <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrnSrMT8I5w&feature=player_embedded">www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrnSrMT8I5w&feature=player_embedded</a><br /><br /><p><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 266px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464107964671352866" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxAg1wGRD0VfNilv06vurysC-H75sxRFIBoRsipMVAgNr5dPlEwkqIFEdx0P3tsxj5KBbLcx1qnhsB57Z5RulmCL96mM2dq5FtJtlDbDc1ShmRyYbX_1v-ElifJ6_ZVSHZ3YKgQdZls8LP/s400/CVR_0792.JPG" /> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguZ-XdbEhGh9yCsUdWRRrebeg-NuCDHwyT2qgChWEWX-kXDUkKwWZ6J6fCvu4tlAAP27GjvC2EcazadeWJGE-4HbU8JJrTMuPIRT2Tij6ZVcYmR8U4went8D1hQdDs0aabD1ZhaHl3ogG5/s1600/BrickCeremony+003.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464108883309196002" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguZ-XdbEhGh9yCsUdWRRrebeg-NuCDHwyT2qgChWEWX-kXDUkKwWZ6J6fCvu4tlAAP27GjvC2EcazadeWJGE-4HbU8JJrTMuPIRT2Tij6ZVcYmR8U4went8D1hQdDs0aabD1ZhaHl3ogG5/s320/BrickCeremony+003.jpg" /></a></p><p>On Tuesday, I attended and spoke at a Brick Dedication Ceremony at Dickinson PD, and I did much better giving my speech there, and didn't even cry this time. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpndsadeONc9fIirdeW1r_M4WdswO_ioVJk0G7Wf_n-cntckNu5wb3p07j7EyPIEzifMncXowNdCK0QFC3U5m6wCg1YqpSFb-ts0FA7YGucnylLU1_6_E80hj_ZuwydfNaBinqdMvWHO11/s1600/BrickCeremony+009.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 227px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 248px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464112556496494226" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpndsadeONc9fIirdeW1r_M4WdswO_ioVJk0G7Wf_n-cntckNu5wb3p07j7EyPIEzifMncXowNdCK0QFC3U5m6wCg1YqpSFb-ts0FA7YGucnylLU1_6_E80hj_ZuwydfNaBinqdMvWHO11/s320/BrickCeremony+009.jpg" /></a>I also got a standing ovation, which was very unexpected and nice! I couldn't help but think of how just 6 months ago, I stood at the very same podium, in the very same room, giving a statement just hours after Dennis Bradford was arrested in Arkansas. These past six months have really flown by, and it's just amazing to me all that has happened within that short period of time. At the ceremony in Dickinson, I met a little girl who is 9 years old, and at the age of 2, both of her parents were murdered. She is being raised by her grandmother, and was crying during the ceremony as her grandmother spoke up and told the story. It was very emotional, as they still have not caught who murdered this little girl's parents. It was heart-wrenching, to say the least. Afterward, I talked with her, and she drew me this picture: <img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 258px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 167px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464104852312045186" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirzvw3XTZaRFD69jck6-o_ssFqYxLZO2qqREaHLjS78HCJ1a0Lz37jQ7T2CPYnJf8MvhmoXETbIa9UxxoU9q2gI5lKKTR8mUAXup-20zmvCJOtDG9NJdlGxK5Fy5vZY6XYSPDCGmv-Bgzd/s320/brickdedication.jpg" />This is the reason I continue to share my story. If I could, I would bring her mom and dad back...but that isn't something I'm capable of, so at the very least, I was able to use my voice in sharing my story and showing support.. comforting her and giving her and her grandmother hope that day. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgg1N7lJtSEK18CtgyQpc1H0M0-m1l6McM33BO9QMxEZzZZE7_Lk2tT-vjBuGSvMijkILX3rUIgWTqySwgbDbPcSKoK051jtAsIV0FyKTLKrxxemylSzEF3_hr4qDCxBi6ugQTtzhHnYtr6/s1600/BrickCeremony+015.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464113394208412578" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgg1N7lJtSEK18CtgyQpc1H0M0-m1l6McM33BO9QMxEZzZZE7_Lk2tT-vjBuGSvMijkILX3rUIgWTqySwgbDbPcSKoK051jtAsIV0FyKTLKrxxemylSzEF3_hr4qDCxBi6ugQTtzhHnYtr6/s200/BrickCeremony+015.jpg" /></a>As we congregated outside and enjoyed the beautiful weather, with our lit candle roses, Chief Morales unveiled a brick on the walkway of the police department, dedicated to Crime Victims. </p><p>Saturday morning, Jonathan and I got up early and headed to Galveston Island for the Crime Victims' Rights 5K Walk/Run along the Seawall. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgraKBEHaC5Z64S4oDMq8fCY61O23eZDnZWkvMxjK5Riz5WC61Z01CF4lOKkd6kV5jiRtEXKrLkz51721TfNQCUC-36qPGkITYwyqwoPRZRdjKJKEmRzMBSpTBidAPeGxnHo5BXqXeCD7GL/s1600/5K+001.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464115640395149410" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgraKBEHaC5Z64S4oDMq8fCY61O23eZDnZWkvMxjK5Riz5WC61Z01CF4lOKkd6kV5jiRtEXKrLkz51721TfNQCUC-36qPGkITYwyqwoPRZRdjKJKEmRzMBSpTBidAPeGxnHo5BXqXeCD7GL/s320/5K+001.jpg" /></a>We were both excited to participate, as neither of us had ever done anything like this before, and now look forward to participating every year! Over 200 people showed up for this event, and God is so good. The weather was supposed to be awful, with over a 60% chance of rain...and honestly, we couldn't have asked for a more beautiful day for the run! It was 84 degrees, full of sunshine, mixed with a cool breeze, and we finished our walk in about 45 minutes. This was HUGE for me since I do not like to sweat, and I don't even walk to my own mailbox, lol. I ran into many supporters along the Galveston Seawall who were wearing their "Use Your Voice!" t-shirts, and I was just elated to see everyone out there and see so many familiar faces!! <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYlhLBGH8GlNEQy0R_-jP_leISBDOr1-HvqUbNLc7yWyOrehB8KwKlfwqgFRhyphenhyphen2TArsCDrUoXn7UPis5g2O622ISWVoS2Ygkkk2zQkANaBwAUcgCuXScXaEis851NSwbKkb50Bp0nFeWpJ/s1600/5K.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464116460955170050" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYlhLBGH8GlNEQy0R_-jP_leISBDOr1-HvqUbNLc7yWyOrehB8KwKlfwqgFRhyphenhyphen2TArsCDrUoXn7UPis5g2O622ISWVoS2Ygkkk2zQkANaBwAUcgCuXScXaEis851NSwbKkb50Bp0nFeWpJ/s320/5K.jpg" /></a>At my half-way point, there was an especially familiar face giving out water :) Thanks, Cromie - for all that you do to support crime victims! </p>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-64666828324293730152010-04-15T14:01:00.005-05:002010-04-15T14:29:18.501-05:00<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDWPtXCUi5Qd0lYqSwDgjJVf8FDxggxJKaL_sTooi0WivDsfKrKFxScQH1AGnK6ISsCI430Pvdkqe_VstBO4-NUNcjFOIRzg5_BV2duQtq-cbeD4OBlG9a2a8DPUXWm3dt52XoXZ2j_euk/s1600/amwatx1.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 240px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5460448166123628306" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDWPtXCUi5Qd0lYqSwDgjJVf8FDxggxJKaL_sTooi0WivDsfKrKFxScQH1AGnK6ISsCI430Pvdkqe_VstBO4-NUNcjFOIRzg5_BV2duQtq-cbeD4OBlG9a2a8DPUXWm3dt52XoXZ2j_euk/s320/amwatx1.jpg" /></a><br /><div>April 13th marked the six-month Captureversary of the arrest of Dennis Bradford in my case, and it was definitely a day to celebrate! Jonathan and I spent the day up in Austin, because my friends at AMW were there filming for another case and invited us up to visit! "The Yogurt Shop Murders" is an awful cold-case out of Austin in which four teenage girls were murdered inside the "I Can't Believe It's Yogurt!" yogurt shop back in 1991. I was honored to have the chance to have met the families of the girls, and also meet with John Walsh for a second time, and see all of the wonderful people on the AMW crew. My thanks AMW & John Walsh, for yet another day to remember! I believe that America's Most Wanted will capture those responsible for the deaths of those 4 beautiful, young girls. </div><br /><div></div><div>National Crime Victims Rights Week is coming up, April 18-24th. The theme this year is "Fairness. Dignity. Respect." I couldn't think of a better theme, and I'm proud that I'll be speaking at two events during National Crime Victims Rights Week. I'm Using My Voice, what I am set out and destined to do, and ecstatic about it. I hope that I can make a difference and give victims and families hope and inspire them to never give up. Here's to conquering CRIME, one VOICE at a time...</div><br /><br /><div></div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-25985857538591221212009-12-24T23:27:00.003-06:002009-12-24T23:40:45.863-06:00The GREATEST <3Gift<3 Of ALL.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMAAnQ7Zr1P0LmXXbeqCcEZeX5gNH4uqsHMeASI3Y4dGHhE0KHCWP_6Mauhq5SNts86cfyW_LYttI6TsnQiVJLjfeFoSmQ5AKZlT0hfRyHVy4WXkWbqQRHk9Fh3w6-zpwxkR5lk7Bwo7Tf/s1600-h/IMG_0401.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419043967025843154" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMAAnQ7Zr1P0LmXXbeqCcEZeX5gNH4uqsHMeASI3Y4dGHhE0KHCWP_6Mauhq5SNts86cfyW_LYttI6TsnQiVJLjfeFoSmQ5AKZlT0hfRyHVy4WXkWbqQRHk9Fh3w6-zpwxkR5lk7Bwo7Tf/s320/IMG_0401.JPG" /></a> <span style="font-family:courier new;">Christmas Eve 2009. 11:28 p.m., and the family is all snuggled up on the couches, watching a movie, and I've been on the computer re-playing videos from AMW & Wheel of Justice, and I'm now sitting here, reflecting on what a blessing-filled year this has been. I know I blog about this alot, but I can't help it. I'm just SO THANKFUL for everything. I just feel like I don't have enough words to express my gratefulness to all of you. </span><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">I remember last Christmas, still waiting on DNA results to come back from the FBI lab, and wondering what this year would hold, and my God, it was worth the wait. I just still cannot BELIEVE that an arrest was made, and all that's happened. From the local media being so wonderfully involved in reminding the public of my case and keeping them aware of what's happened over the years, to flying to Washington D.C. to meet John Walsh & be on the set of America's Most Wanted, to receiving that phone call in the early morning hours of October 13, 2009 that an arrest had been made...and then having an OUTPOURING of support, and so many of you write me and share your own stories...I just have been blessed, incredibly, and couldn't have done it without all of your prayers and support. </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">So, this Christmas, I am celebrating PEACE.OF.MIND...the GREATEST GIFT OF ALL. Thank you all for blessing me with your support and prayers. The power of prayer is amazing, and Jesus is the REASON for the Season! </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">Merry Christmas To All...And To All A Good Night!</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">Jennifer</span></div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-30218636872355554722009-12-04T08:28:00.009-06:002009-12-08T12:00:33.755-06:00Oh, The Weather Outside Is Frightful..Who would have thought that it would be freezing cold, and raining with a possibility of SNOW here in Texas around the Holiday Season? Now, that's just pure luck! I've lived here in Texas my whole life, minus a year or two, and it's snowed 3 times. Well, I'm lying. One of those times it was just big, boulder chunks of ice...but in Texas, that can suffice for snow. Anyway, the weather is frightful outside...people in Texas don't know how to drive in Snow! I'll turn on the news tonight, and there will be car wreck after car wreck. No bueno.<br /><br /><div><div><div>On our Houston news, there will probably be stories of break-in's again tonight. What is wrong with people around this time of year? I just don't get it. The other day, my best friend (who is 5 months pregnant) left her home with her 2 year old son to go to a doctor's appointment, and while she was gone, her front door to her home was kicked in, and thieves stole all kinds of things from them. Oh, and I forgot to mention that my best friend's husband is a Marine and just got back from Afghanistan in June. Do people not realize that when you break into someone's home and take their belongings, you take much more than that? You take their sense of peace and security. To know that my 2 year old god son stood in the living room of his home and cried and said "bad guy" and pointed to the missing television...makes me so sad. </div><br /><br /><div>Well, Jonathan and I finally got the Christmas lights up! Apparently either hanging Christmas lights, or Thanksgiving makes me sick, because by last Sunday, I was laid up in bed until yesterday. I had strep throat, the flu...and anything else that could cling on to me. I felt horrible, but I'm starting to feel back to normal now...but I'm sure as soon as I step outside today, my throat will swell up and order me back to bed. </div><br /><br /><div>I hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving and survived Black Friday. I skipped out on the shopping in the stores and did most of it online. So much easier than fighting the crowds!</div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div>Here are some pics of our lights and tree I thought I'd share:</div><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5411396876791637554" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjugzdud7R6SwX1Urr2Q56_k9Tlsek0vyN0uT6JLxKhWcbBTln0chguwKqCzS_3f9q02MIvSU7WaLIk2OkaZ93iWWWQwysqSD7W5xsS2u9k2-0J3tQEBjRW42XbyWhIieY218ggRItOkOIz/s320/IMG_0300.JPG" /><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 241px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 310px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5411395886754273650" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEif8CmpWbvcR8c1N2xn402-fQPxg2kldyW9oJWGdkw4_al3Hjui6VtKbHz0z8rkOyCPCcxIluoIoo2dzhUDbb7oNiLg3oj93n9aYDFqa6jj-UGw_7G82_2XUo7m_9EeJm8BtK1i8U7Xx9vi/s320/IMG_0302.JPG" /><br /><br /><div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5411395126472528450" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjex4B0BOns6BBVzs5UjuvvHNSCT6vxiIyQNvaELWGt2fZcCDNdRg0yvG7l8IJYmcgKEmPqjy1EBB7cWNbubx0YxHVSBo7avVOEOYMdDc6CviUkxBdXvpbERH5vP2FtyQQD_RAihKQBE3pr/s320/IMG_0332.JPG" /></div></div></div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-70789866994640112702009-11-23T08:56:00.002-06:002009-11-23T09:47:14.179-06:00Thanksgiving ThanksIn less than 4 days, I'll be prepping a 22 lb. bird, injecting, stuffing, basting and baking her slowly in my oven, while whipping up a kitchen full of side-dishes and tasty treats for dessert! And, the last week it's been like 60 degrees here in Texas. That rarely happens, but I'm glad it has become cooler than usual, so I can actually enjoy this holiday season, minus sweating. Today I will attempt to assist Jonathan in hanging Christmas lights on the outside of the house. It will be interesting to see how much *help* I really am. Last year, while I was inside decorating, he and his brother, Justin, put up lights outside, and played a joke on me trying to make me think that Jonathan had fallen off the roof. I may just have to get him back this year. This cool weather is making me feel a little sneaky. ;)<br /><br />This Thanksgiving, I really do have so much to be thankful for. I've been incredibly blessed to have been surrounded by such wonderful support, because I definitely have needed it. This year, at times, has been trying, and, at times, incredibly tough, but it's also been a year filled with love, happiness, and victory, and for all of that, I am so thankful. I've realized so much this year about the strength and fight I have inside of me, and to have a whole World of support behind me on my happy and not-so-happy days, has meant more to me than I could ever relay in a blog.<br /><br />In two short words, I'm Thankful.Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-58985573548472603592009-11-05T23:26:00.004-06:002009-11-05T23:29:18.462-06:00Teddy Bear?I watched this last night, and I have MANY things I could say about this video, but won't comment at the moment. Let me hear your thoughts!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.click2houston.com/video/21526706/index.html">www.click2houston.com/video/21526706/index.html</a>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-38127452297923211712009-11-05T01:16:00.004-06:002009-11-05T01:27:42.727-06:00Good Things Come To Those Who Wait.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0aaYheEuP_pwqc3JySVBUP8HdYstK_k1oLB7fJqS_YscPhyphenhyphenypSgzky3eU6YqKhPjVukSo_h5gn9nBrWgl8wdzbR7OMW2Clz-sDHd8i-1ZMx9vcxU59vC5Zj1G0PQp1CRBMSBWyB1QXwap/s1600-h/UYV.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 182px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400517863292382338" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0aaYheEuP_pwqc3JySVBUP8HdYstK_k1oLB7fJqS_YscPhyphenhyphenypSgzky3eU6YqKhPjVukSo_h5gn9nBrWgl8wdzbR7OMW2Clz-sDHd8i-1ZMx9vcxU59vC5Zj1G0PQp1CRBMSBWyB1QXwap/s320/UYV.jpg" /></a><br /><div>I just wanted to write and let everyone know that there's alot I want to say, and there have been blogs I've written and then not posted...simply because I do not want to jeopardize my case in any way.<br /><br />At this time, still pending prosecution, I will continue to Use my Voice to encourage others in speaking out and seeking justice, and I will focus on the details of my case only in the courtroom. There are no court dates as of yet, but I'm hoping to hear something soon. If there are things I can update everyone on, I will do so, but right now, I'm just playing the waiting game, again.<br /><br />I have finished reading all of the guestbook entries and e-mails that have been left on my website through yesterday. I can't thank you all enough for sharing your stories and writing those notes of encouragement and support, it's just so mind-boggling to me that so many of you have been touched by my story, and I would like to thank those of you that have been keeping me in your prayers - I wake up every day feeling more strength for what waits ahead!<br /><br />All My Love,<br />Jennifer</div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-61815636768086357242009-11-02T21:58:00.003-06:002009-11-04T21:51:30.188-06:00Girl ExtraOrdinaire...is an ExtraOrdinairy company by Tiffany Bressan & Courtney Noelle. Tiffany & Courtney had a vision that they made into a reality, which resulted in the founding of Girl ExtraOrdinaire...a company that encourages women to dream big, and never give up! Thank you to Tiffany & Courtney, for following my dream, and watching it unfold into a reality, and for the encouragement and support! You two are truly appreciated!<br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400461691115730066" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTd8_kJMnLciF1EBt8f9FquN-jdVJxnO2ZiMoRsIY0mczuTpCuCBr5RNWePutmF7KDvEyFOV-crGOxqYI7fDPqmza_euhqONZWdWMdVmPsaL9SP-wbnaIP5wGjhWfvojaEicyrN_tvnaAV/s320/girleo3.jpg" /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400461686177425522" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhn785JM6FTEFLfN0uYIJDT74P6WF27PxifaN-x38YOLG9dEGTEjdPISuznhuj4Ym2MCTUzoUyhPSfZmAOVhyphenhyphenoKRWo7kgsiQbEZGvrNDwrLLYjCVUz3qKgPWAGXAmM8vTdgG5_S4D61jAeh/s320/girleo2.jpg" /><br /><br /><div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 227px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400461682990427954" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDzebi7pgVHLQf-F5I4ufh8j4Id-roWquUkWu6Ia4VDvNcbxYj9UEht9VffPuf_xlqTpMFXG0gQf0gjIQf_3ssawiBkTpusPFfZV8F2w8oLI1W_CpLmq5qSiDYmg-jBAFjkn89m8K4_uju/s320/girleo1.jpg" /></div><br /><p align="center">Please visit <a href="http://www.girleo.com/">www.girleo.com</a>!</p>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-58821562191558930712009-10-20T19:20:00.004-05:002009-10-21T09:18:21.151-05:00Happy Captureversary!Today is the one week captureversary (i made that word up) ... or rather the one week anniversary of the capture of Dennis Earl Bradford. What a week it's been! After the capture last Tuesday, and doing nothing but being confined to my house answering phone calls and e-mails for days, I finally got out of the house Friday to wash my car and run some errands, and then decided I needed to get away for the weekend. I drove to San Antonio by myself to clear my head, and visit my best friend and godson. I love San Antonio and I'd love to live there one day. My grandpa and grandma used to take me just about every month as a child, and I have so many memories there..and the atmosphere is just one that I can embrace and love. Anyway, this past weekend was my best friend's 27th birthday, so we had a great time while I was visiting! I honestly don't know what I'd do without her. We've been best friends for about 12 years now, and when we're together we can be goofy and not have a care in the world, and I love to play with my little godson, Bryce. I drove back home Monday, and literally 5 minutes after I walked in the door, as I was unloading my belongings from the car, the home phone rang. At that point, I wanted to throw my suitcase back in the car and get back on the road!<br /><br />Every night for the past week I've tried to read through all of the thousands of e-mails I've received...I feel horrible that there's just no way I'd ever be able to respond to all of them, but I just can't. I hope you all understand, and just this morning I've finished reading through all of the e-mails I've received on my justiceforjennifer website, facebook, and myspace, and letters that have been sent to the Dickinson Police Department. I still have to sit and finish reading all of the guestbook entries on my website, and look forward to that. I am still in disbelief that so many of you have heard my voice, and have been inspired to use yours! Your stories have touched my heart, and I've found myself crying reading so many of the e-mails I've received. Those of you that have sent me messages congratulating me and encouraging me, Thank you! I know that this is really only the beginning of another chapter in my life. See, what some people don't understand is that I will never let this go...I will never completely "move on" ...even after the trial. I plan to dedicate my life in helping others, and be involved in law enforcement in one way or another. I am going back to school in the Spring to finish off my degree, and then want to also start a foundation to help other victims of violent crime and encourage them to use their voices in becoming victorious, and get the justice they deserve. I don't know how long it will take to accomplish my new goals, but I guarantee you, I won't ever stop.<br /><br />In Victory,<br />Jennifer <3Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-45344520798248561792009-10-18T16:41:00.003-05:002009-10-18T23:14:45.566-05:00Victorious!<div align="center">"Hope is not a <em>Dream</em>...but a way of making dreams become<em> Reality</em>."</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left">October 13, 2009 was a day of pure emotion, and victory. At 6:50 a.m. in North Little Rock, Arkansas, Dennis Earl Bradford was arrested as a suspect in my 19-year-old cold case. </div><br /><div align="left"></div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 160px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5394158428754468594" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgA2uVTR6IIq2scwKVMgaLDIGtTpK9WTRO4ML8f5jVGZPAg_v5HrG-6DQf3rG7Z4xy46Kp_laapBFbmKlCoEO9A6yl7Os2G-aF87PaPC7LmO-lVw3KWK_oKSZ9kNvM6XFCDwCKoRic26uPV/s200/bradford.jpg" /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="left"></div><div align="center"><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4DYIaLHbA6Y">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4DYIaLHbA6Y</a></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="left">Someone please pinch me. Is this REALLY happening?!? Yes, it is. Imagine waiting 19 long years, and waking up to a phone call at 6:50 a.m. that all of these years later...the above person had been captured. It's almost been a week, and well...I'm still in complete and utter...shock. I'm excited and overwhelmed at the same time, and so incredibly happy that he cannot hurt anyone else. </div><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left"></div><div align="left">At this time, I will not comment any further on my case, pending prosecution, but want you all to know that I sincerely and deeply appreciate all of your e-mails, messages, phone calls, etc. This past week has definitely been a whirlwind, to say the least, and I still have not been able to sit still long enough to read the thousands of e-mails and messages I've received. It amazes me that so many people that I've never known would take the time to write me such genuine, heart felt messages. </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Thank you all, very, very much for your support! </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Sending love to you all,</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Jennifer </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"> </div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-60467172806429740392009-09-28T13:12:00.008-05:002009-09-28T20:39:20.631-05:00Fight, Fearlessness and Facades.First of all, WOW, almost 15,000 views on my website!! All but about 3,000 of those are just from the last couple of weeks! Thank you all so much for taking the time to come to justiceforjennifer.com and read my story and pass it along to others. Also, I'd like to thank everyone that has signed my guestbook and left such wonderful comments! You all encourage and inspire me on a daily basis to keep doing what I'm doing with your kind thoughts and by sharing your stories with me. You're all simply amazing.<br /><br /><br /><br />Reading through all of the entries on my guestbook, I decided to touch on a few things...<br /><br /><br /><br />My <strong>Fight.</strong><br /><br /><br /><br />This whole traumatic incident has been a long journey and I've fought my way to get here. I have fought from the very beginning, and never given up. I fought for my life, my voice, my recovery, my sanity, and now, I'm fighting for justice for not only myself, but others. I have said it many times, and I'll say it again, I am here for a reason...which is to USE MY VOICE, and encourage others, and I won't give up, because...<br /><br /><br /><br />I.Am.<strong>F-E-A-R-L-E-S-S</strong>.<br /><br /><br /><br />I feel as though I could take on the World. After what I've been through, and all I've fought for and overcome, why should I be afraid? I will NOT live my life in fear. I am so incredibly blessed to have had a normal childhood and adult life, and I want to be a leader for others. I want to encourage others. How would I be encouraging to others if I was scared to speak out about my story, scared to go in public to run daily errands, or show my face when talking about my story?<br />Someone wrote an entry on my blog about my cheerfulness on television possibly being a...<br /><br /><br /><br /><strong>Facade?</strong><br /><br /><br /><br />The definition of <u><strong><em>facade</em></strong></u> is: a superficial appearance or illusion of something.<br /><br /><br /><br />Understand that what happened to me, happened 19 years ago. I have had years to overcome this event in my life, and empower myself with strength to fight back.<br /><br />I WAS scared, for a couple of years after this happened.<br />I HAD nightmares.<br />Every year, I thought that he'd come back for me...and "finish me off."<br /><br />BUT I REFUSE TO LIVE MY LIFE IN FEAR.<br /><br />What you see, is what you get.<br /><br />I am NOT in mourning, why would I be? I have a beautiful, healthy life!<br />I am NOT sad & grieving, I've got many, many, things to be thankful for.<br />I am passionate about helping others, because THIS is MY PURPOSE in LIFE.<br /><br />Over the years, I have tried to transform, to the best of my ability, a negative, traumatic event...into one that is positive, and can encourage and educate others..by speaking out. Growing up, I would hate when I would tell my story to someone, and they'd respond with "I'm so sorry you went through that, I understand." I've never wanted anyone to "feel sorry" for me. You shouldn't. I am alive. I feel so sad for those whose lives have been taken. Those that weren't lucky enough to have children find them while playing. And, saying, "I understand" when you really don't...that does more damage than good. There isn't anyone that ever fully understands until they've been through it. What you CAN do, is join in a person's journey. Fight the fight with them, and be supportive. What has made me who I am, is spending all of these last 19 years of my life talking about my traumatic experience to help in my own healing, and try and encourage others to speak out along with me and keep up The FIGHT, and BE FEARLESS!<br /><br />Please do not take me for being superficial, because JENNIFER SCHUETT is not superficial, but instead a SURVIVOR.<br /><br />Justice For All,<br />JenniferJenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-70833314397484451062009-09-13T17:14:00.024-05:002009-09-15T15:41:35.130-05:00Operation: Keep Quiet NO MORE!<div><div><div><div><div>Sept. 12, 2009, my voice was heard, louder than ever.<br /><br />It was 6:45 p.m., on Saturday, and time to head out. I finished clipping my dainty earrings into my ears, gave my hair one last "spray" of wax, and waited in the car for Jonathan in the driveway. He tends to take longer than me to get ready...but I'm not complaining, it's great to have a man by my side that cares about his appearance; although, sometimes...I secretly think he may care too much. Here it is 2 days later and he's still complaining about how his hair looked in the pictures we took that night. Anyway, we backed out of the driveway, made it a mile down the road, and of course there was traffic. We were supposed to be at the restaurant by 7:00 p.m. to meet some of Jonathan's family and a few friends to view my story debuting on AMW, so I started to feel an anxiety attack c<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRK5Agc1ifqGahwy-UuCWEIK4ELZHg1A1Fq56NQJzk0pgtQ43R3Wua4jgzfl0yKjxG1kD9NIGgNQXIKGN0dfCbLJar7BnFG1SnnzAlrRu5Mw6ScWAd6YsTCbTymtYYLrkhvrzo-XyJf_Vz/s1600-h/jj1.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 186px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5381795860595601042" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRK5Agc1ifqGahwy-UuCWEIK4ELZHg1A1Fq56NQJzk0pgtQ43R3Wua4jgzfl0yKjxG1kD9NIGgNQXIKGN0dfCbLJar7BnFG1SnnzAlrRu5Mw6ScWAd6YsTCbTymtYYLrkhvrzo-XyJf_Vz/s200/jj1.jpg" /></a>oming on. I hate being late, and I like to plan things out, and when they don't go as planned...I tend to freak out a little. As we weaved in and out of the traffic, I clutched onto the door handle and looked out the window, biting my bottom lip. Thankfully, with Jonathan's skillful driving, we not only arrived in the packed parking lot of the restaurant at 6:59, but we even arrived there still alive!<br /><br />Did I mention the parking lot was packed? Yes, I did. Well, as we walked in, I realized why. A Mystery Dinner Theatre was taking place. Now, this would have been great ANY OTHER night..but not tonight. In one hour, my voice was going to be heard, much to my amazement, all over the World. This is the moment I've waited for...for 19 years, and I started to regret watching it at a restaurant, as there was so much hustle-and-bustle going on, I was terrified I wouldn't be able to hear the show as it aired. As friends and family arrived, we made our way through the slow-moving buffet line, and up the stairs. All I could think about was how surreal this moment was, the long wait I've waited, and how it was finally here...and then...the piano music started.<br /><br />As we all talked and laughed and dined on a variety of delicious foods, we couldn't help but try to tune out songs from the movie "Titanic" and of course the ever-so-popular "Happy Birthday" being played on the piano downstairs. I repeatedly had the waiter reassure me that I w<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi58W2lBd-m4WTzxgtaP424ecVrFe-ainK-ypPIk5G7fdUrtZsXDpsGD8MHFKDN-NMjTA62Bs0uR9apN-XSsJQVZ7B_KpDYZCra4Mpoolp3z5S0TX7IFOUUelqiF3Hm4UqKmtWo2tKTTZCm/s1600-h/group1.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5381796043005371218" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi58W2lBd-m4WTzxgtaP424ecVrFe-ainK-ypPIk5G7fdUrtZsXDpsGD8MHFKDN-NMjTA62Bs0uR9apN-XSsJQVZ7B_KpDYZCra4Mpoolp3z5S0TX7IFOUUelqiF3Hm4UqKmtWo2tKTTZCm/s200/group1.jpg" /></a>ould be able to hear the show when it was to come on in less than 30 minutes. I started to get so nervous about being on AMW that I couldn't take another bite of food. As much as I knew what a great job AMW had done on making sure my story would turn out as accurate as possible, I couldn't help but think more about why I was really doing this. Why I am using my voice...and then, as I sat there, looked around the table, and saw the love of my life and his family on my left side, and my closest, dearest friends on my right, I calmed down, and thought of all the little princesses getting kissed goodnight by their parents and falling asleep in what is supposed to be the safest place of all...their beds...and I was ready to have my voice heard, LOUD and c-l-e-a-r.<br /><br />It was now 8:00. Showtime. I heard John Walsh's voice over the television, and my heart started to race. I thought of his son, Adam, and what courage and strength John Walsh has had to fight for justice for his son, who was murdered all those years ago. We moved our chairs closer to the television, and the waiter turned the volume up the loudest it would go. I watched in disbelief as I heard the story of Alexia Lopez, and wished I could hug her mom, Sandra and tell her how m<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5j7e75isP37XeZaGUZtbsFSTYxAw6JgW8EA5SFp3BH7hJ55Bxa-60LKb8DFYD08JspoffAE2YtiiIZE_lX6G3dSzCaIqvdmCidtuXqPIp4bd1qlraYOIZeXPkY7HjbynTd24Eo_FrDjML/s1600-h/jennyschuett2.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 150px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5381796287789895506" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5j7e75isP37XeZaGUZtbsFSTYxAw6JgW8EA5SFp3BH7hJ55Bxa-60LKb8DFYD08JspoffAE2YtiiIZE_lX6G3dSzCaIqvdmCidtuXqPIp4bd1qlraYOIZeXPkY7HjbynTd24Eo_FrDjML/s200/jennyschuett2.jpg" /></a>uch I admire her for never giving up seeking justice for her daughter. About 16 minutes into the show, my story started. I clenched my sweaty palms together, and my eyes were glued on the television. Everyone was quiet...except for the bartender (she decided to start crushing ice for frozen drink orders during the show). As my story played out, and then ended, and a commercial break came on, I was crying tears of joy. I felt the stress lift off of my shoulders, and I could only hope I had made a difference in someones life by using my voice to tell my story, with the help of AMW.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhHkStoV70iOBkaXC9aH4eW0WwFgwNzLPxAQVBP3uM-5RHMQbTwsZ7NH318iB-SM_t2Yq3iuOmvSQrGVEToSQpqzXxTGo6un4rQr7P6yMoTNTsc9o6e0qIItpNdZwu9R414qL7I2t4hyphenhyphen1x/s1600-h/tiffhug.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 186px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5381796577845053170" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhHkStoV70iOBkaXC9aH4eW0WwFgwNzLPxAQVBP3uM-5RHMQbTwsZ7NH318iB-SM_t2Yq3iuOmvSQrGVEToSQpqzXxTGo6un4rQr7P6yMoTNTsc9o6e0qIItpNdZwu9R414qL7I2t4hyphenhyphen1x/s200/tiffhug.jpg" /></a><br />The ride home was very calm, and I didn't know what to say, really. This time, I looked out of the car window into the darkness, and instead of biting my lip and clenching the door handle, I was smiling and the nervousness had subsided. My cell phone was going off what seemed like every few seconds with phone calls, e-mail notifications, and text messages. At this point, I started to realize the answer to the question I had earlier about how many people were watching AMW right along with me ...and I became pretty convinced that just about everyone in America had their televisions set to watch AMW that night.<br /><br />Over the last couple of days, I've received e-mails from ALL OVER the World, from Massachusetts to Japan and what seems to be everywhere in-between, thanking me for sharing my story.<br /><br />Wow.<br />What do I say to that?<br /><br />If only you all knew how THANKFUL I AM TO YOU!!<br /><br />Thank you for listening.<br />Thank you for watching.<br />Thank you for calling in tips.<br />Thank you for opening your hearts.<br />Thank you for spreading the word about my case.<br />Thank you for caring.<br />Thank you for sharing YOUR stories with me.<br /><br />There are some people that I know personally, that could care less about what I'm doing. People that are very negative when it concerns my case, and I won't name any names because that doesn't really matter. People that don't want me to talk about what happened to me, and think I should just "move on" and don't understand how I can't "get over" what happened. (Yes, I've had people actually use those words)...Unbelievable, I know. Basically, there are those people still in this world that cannot manage to find happiness within their own hearts, much less happy and supportive of others, which is why I've learned to ignore the negativity, and keep up my fight for justice over the years. My promise to myself and to you all...is that I REFUSE to give up, and let this just be a case that gets swept under the rug, and forgotten about. If I did that, I would be no example to other victims that there is hope and that you can fight back and live and LEAD a normal life.<br /><br />So, with that said, having such great, honest, heart-felt support from all of you wonderful people all over this World, is beyond amazing to me. I hope that I HAVE indeed been able to encourage at least one person out there that has been harmed by one of these worthless creeps to take a stand, speak out and fight back against these horrible crimes that are being committed in this World, and I also hope I scared the shit out of at least one predator out there that was planning on preying on a child. I hope that criminals will now be scared to seek out children. I think that criminals believe children are easiest to prey on because they think of children as being weak and too scared to fight back. I hope that I've shown criminals that they'd better think twice before committing senseless, disgusting acts against children and realize that I am using my LOUD VOICE to encourage others to not keep quiet and feel threatened by these sick criminals any more!<br /><br />You all have given me even more motivation and drive. I feel like, with all of you behind me through my journey, we are now on a World-Wide Manhunt together!<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-hMsXubQORygghPiJfsvUbxgPaTpf8voZgk6z5_p6E0HFmlmg_T8tlXZYAvguUfp0fzYncrv68eDTDm__tGBEIQGrR8vhyphenhyphenPL_onufhxnCJeBNUXuBi1DeyRkTa4nYflNi4oBsV6mk1WlS/s1600-h/jennyswat.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 126px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5381796860352347394" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-hMsXubQORygghPiJfsvUbxgPaTpf8voZgk6z5_p6E0HFmlmg_T8tlXZYAvguUfp0fzYncrv68eDTDm__tGBEIQGrR8vhyphenhyphenPL_onufhxnCJeBNUXuBi1DeyRkTa4nYflNi4oBsV6mk1WlS/s200/jennyswat.JPG" /></a><br />If you have any information about my case, the FBI is now offering a $10,000 reward for information leading to an arrest! Call the AMW Hotline at 1-800-CRIME-TV or submit a tip online.<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgj7CaIZ4BQGjAGPNmkRKbYkxn6dQBFJjZ2IuDGqdNiUMdYPy8b-YNFgJhxTGJT6bgIBScgP6Iv1luwGOypgttGMMAP_TLrYJXDDcTdHFry-_wnenW6A2F-OEvrEA3l5mF94k6Y-DegOhQn/s1600-h/jennyamw.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 182px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5381087694257804290" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgj7CaIZ4BQGjAGPNmkRKbYkxn6dQBFJjZ2IuDGqdNiUMdYPy8b-YNFgJhxTGJT6bgIBScgP6Iv1luwGOypgttGMMAP_TLrYJXDDcTdHFry-_wnenW6A2F-OEvrEA3l5mF94k6Y-DegOhQn/s200/jennyamw.jpg" /></a><br />And to the person that kidnapped me and attemped to murder me...I have one question..."Whatcha gonna do...When We Come For YOU?"<br /><br />You Can't Run Forever...<br /><br />Jennifer</div></div></div></div></div>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-32186690100877583712009-09-03T17:29:00.019-05:002009-09-05T18:32:10.115-05:00MY VOICE Goes NATIONAL - From LC to DC<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiyEITgI80V0vLUcLXB07KM_1VhiuKWSYNK7yrwvwMKTnacCVfotIMHj6zKzv8BIZOOGE6yNdHOJSGnra67UBTT4E8EYTCvyobGauDz8d5mDpDvspTVcEdIyXM4fa-mHQl2V5s8KEIbQVb/s1600-h/104_7248a.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 150px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377448438788756450" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiyEITgI80V0vLUcLXB07KM_1VhiuKWSYNK7yrwvwMKTnacCVfotIMHj6zKzv8BIZOOGE6yNdHOJSGnra67UBTT4E8EYTCvyobGauDz8d5mDpDvspTVcEdIyXM4fa-mHQl2V5s8KEIbQVb/s200/104_7248a.JPG" /></a>I arrived in Baltimore, Maryland on August 31st. My flight was interesting, to say the least. A little too much turbulence for my liking. I've been flying alone since the age of 5 or 6, and I've never been afraid on an airplane until Monday. Let's just say...I wanted to kiss the ground when that plane safely landed on the runway! From Baltimore, I was driven into Georgetown, which is in the northern part of D.C. I was here almost 2 years ago, for the birth of my godson, Bryce. He was born in Bethesda, actually, but I also visited D.C. and saw all there was to se<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXIpC6icbpuEx6WhkdNZSm7E93KxziBaW74bzcz291EDD2HMmZOkTvMS03sfaMkXn8OsfmcRtN5lx1D6SY1CmRsKNcAj-1JUQNqtpu_GmhrmajQ8NhNjDK0jAApFXvUENL8drCRWU6dUjR/s1600-h/104_7275.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 150px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377444148640628802" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXIpC6icbpuEx6WhkdNZSm7E93KxziBaW74bzcz291EDD2HMmZOkTvMS03sfaMkXn8OsfmcRtN5lx1D6SY1CmRsKNcAj-1JUQNqtpu_GmhrmajQ8NhNjDK0jAApFXvUENL8drCRWU6dUjR/s200/104_7275.JPG" /></a>e while I was in town back then...The Monument, The White House, etc. This time, I am here in D.C. to meet John Walsh and do an interview with him. It seems D.C. brings me big, life-changing events...maybe I should consider moving? It's great here, and this time, I stayed in Georgetown, where the atmosphere is completely different from where I live in Texas. There were sidewalk shops and cafes, and everyone seemed to be so friendly and can I just take a moment... to brag about the weather? It was beautiful every day I was there,<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0ATDO0A4qHJ7fZzrLvgxtszORL8tW_NE-XMFU1Q9qVhjftr2ivVzdNWpJzdujVzmcIgkmTqRLZxpGDdAvITtCr-TVgyrkbW_5sXCTZKGurlXpC-S79wffJi0ZKGd3dzG20j-jz8PHE7Qy/s1600-h/104_7284.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377439603021497586" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0ATDO0A4qHJ7fZzrLvgxtszORL8tW_NE-XMFU1Q9qVhjftr2ivVzdNWpJzdujVzmcIgkmTqRLZxpGDdAvITtCr-TVgyrkbW_5sXCTZKGurlXpC-S79wffJi0ZKGd3dzG20j-jz8PHE7Qy/s200/104_7284.JPG" /></a> with no humidity, and I don't think there was a time I even broke out into a sweat while walking outside. Just blocks away from my hotel ... Juicy Couture, Cusp, Mac, Sephora, Barnes & Noble, Urban Outfitters, Steve Madden...literally, the list here could go on and on...<br /><br /><br /><div>One of the AMW producers, Cindy, and I went to dinner Monday night. She is such an incredible and amazing person, and I love her so much! We've kept in close contact and we've become friends since earlier this year when she came to Texas to interview me at my home and al<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_HM_O4Z0_Rcz15zSg2qdh55oTGEgbpoFSaTNYUWoNiSUUfcGSorBvJEx4FA6XV9Ko-_kdAbLKlssAF6FPlXyztMGq57-twudsTm8Fg8KYVmteAxHTuH6u3gdQQKiNiyXbSZNDeUetBBl7/s1600-h/cindyamw.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377444819940666850" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_HM_O4Z0_Rcz15zSg2qdh55oTGEgbpoFSaTNYUWoNiSUUfcGSorBvJEx4FA6XV9Ko-_kdAbLKlssAF6FPlXyztMGq57-twudsTm8Fg8KYVmteAxHTuH6u3gdQQKiNiyXbSZNDeUetBBl7/s200/cindyamw.jpg" /></a>so the lead investigators on my case. I think Cindy would be the first to tell you she wishes I'd give up drinking DP, but I couldn't resist ordering one at dinner. At first the waitress said "sure." and I was so excited inside, because earlier in the airport, I tried buying a DP, and there was only Coca-Cola products. And, if you know me, you know I'm a Dr. Pepper addict. Well, this turned out to be an un-lucky moment for me at dinner, because the waitress quickly recanted and said "Oh, I'm sorry, I don't know why I said that, we don't even carry Dr. Pepper!" So, I settled for an iced tea....with lots of sugar added, of course. Dinner was wonderful, I had lump crab cakes with mashed potatoes and veggies, as I hear when visiting Maryland, you've GOT to try the crab cakes, and I did. What better than great food & great conversation with an all around great person? It just doesn't get any better...well, other than the fact that I wish Johnny was there to experience all of this with me. But, he stayed back at home, taking care of our house and dogs, but I'll admit, it was hard not to miss him! The first night, I slept pretty well, I did wake up a few times, but other than that, I can't complain. The hotel was gorgeous, and the bed was comfy, and I got to curl up in that big bed and catch up on the latest not-so-important celeb gossip. </div><div></div><div align="center"></div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377440894985551458" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQuiNEvVwsIkKqJfqBBJ_n0SRHFCdBLcLe2AVxRsJoO6rEoIfFIAEyKmXk-hOE8rl5LIf1xzu_bwOqiHIOoJxMMrMAZHciD5glK8Ogxqz57zFjxAx72S6Co9kw5ZNBXm48tk1D3Y7kayMi/s200/104_7268.JPG" /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377439038685359570" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmqbOOZ0XL3DBjsNd5FN4Mao5KsympjOl3z4tCzX-83fLkvRD9-uxVatAy8Pn7qzdBJQ75bBiGHmHxAinsVbjvNHZsCChtYcTgvLU6qQaAoZqmgCJzdxtQJpnywRZFGGoG75L3VrTjsf2P/s200/104_7256.JPG" /> Tuesday morning, I decided to get up and shower pretty early, and get ready for the day, you know..walk around Georgetown and see the sidewalk sites, and of course, I was on a mission for finding a tall glass o<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEioMEDcuvDtFvuv8v-pBx_ImWAC8C-kGQiUIp-y5AfJ7-jwys_fgdMDWkZPfPFXWJsONarStImAQjoWEqdjpj-n3j-PaxUGpISXQqd8LKKEjIFAptkq3u2BIPaQg3tFYo84ELMP995R0mEz/s1600-h/104_7306.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377448011638145650" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEioMEDcuvDtFvuv8v-pBx_ImWAC8C-kGQiUIp-y5AfJ7-jwys_fgdMDWkZPfPFXWJsONarStImAQjoWEqdjpj-n3j-PaxUGpISXQqd8LKKEjIFAptkq3u2BIPaQg3tFYo84ELMP995R0mEz/s200/104_7306.JPG" /></a>f DP! After I got out of the shower, I noticed a piece of paper sticking out from under the door, and decide to see what it was. The Washington Post! =) I kept this copy. I quickly get back to getting ready, and needed to brush my wet hair, so I look for my big flat hairbrush. Of all things to forget..I forgot my brush back home. Not good. All I had was a tiny round brush that I only use when straightening my hair. Oh well, it would have to work during blow drying. As I start attempting to brush, the darn thing gets stuck in my hair! I was almost to the point of tears. It happened so quickly, I mean, totally caught me by surprise...it was stuck (and when i say "stuck" I mean wrapped, knotted, and everything else that could possibly be wrong) right in the front of my head, at the roots! It took me 20 (yes, 20) minutes to get the brush out! All I could think is "I'm going to have to cut this brush out of my head, and I'll have a baldspot" - Mortifying, might I add...because this same night, I am supposed to meet John Walsh! So anyway, as the day progresses and I leave my hotel, thankfully with a full head of hair, I'm hungry, and dying of thirst. I've been getting a little antsy about having no Dr.Pepper in my system by this time, and feel like I could get the shakes and go into having withdrawls at any moment. While walking down this strip in Georgetown, I see a little diner called Johnny Rockets, and it looked fun (and of COURSE reminded me of my Johnny back home) so I decided to go on in for some lunch. I look on the menu...and wasn't completely surprised to see.. all they had were Coca-Cola products! I gave in (clearly I was losing this battle) and ordered a Coca Cola, and then I felt like the ultimate traitor.<br /><br /><p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPIqZOsXB-VHEv9a8C130a0TCndAI8ljKxZtZk2mvO_pr9vj2GdQaflsizIYLflkHNTqKMdTanY-wQu9IAUIGchCt0O_xvmCNXKs4s2flx9ohhkQT24iIcaojLCHygihfNitOfO7ZYbB3z/s1600-h/104_7276.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 150px; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377442048211174258" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPIqZOsXB-VHEv9a8C130a0TCndAI8ljKxZtZk2mvO_pr9vj2GdQaflsizIYLflkHNTqKMdTanY-wQu9IAUIGchCt0O_xvmCNXKs4s2flx9ohhkQT24iIcaojLCHygihfNitOfO7ZYbB3z/s200/104_7276.JPG" /></a></p><p align="left">After lunch, and only somewhat quenching my thirst, I went in and out of some shops, bought a few little things and also visited one of the oldest standing structures in the nation's capital, The Old Stone House<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_MxcSeB7f-qv-UriJi-2NG5Gr5UCk7xOOsovMWD7nVmAJ84JgsKJPUL0ets_IXuk3P4EV6kpQO-cucP_UIHKdlQyXEGGShtftvpH8MS4yfGII7_nOMqL5CmbIpA3KMhJQ2ZpHX2ZlEO4-/s1600-h/104_7281.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377445434403562850" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_MxcSeB7f-qv-UriJi-2NG5Gr5UCk7xOOsovMWD7nVmAJ84JgsKJPUL0ets_IXuk3P4EV6kpQO-cucP_UIHKdlQyXEGGShtftvpH8MS4yfGII7_nOMqL5CmbIpA3KMhJQ2ZpHX2ZlEO4-/s200/104_7281.JPG" /></a>, built in I believe 1766. I took some pictures, and it was really neat to see such a beautiful place still standing, right in the heart of Georgetown, in the midst of D.C., where everyone probably forgets about this historical home because of all of the "big" tourist sites, and shopping there is around. I must admit, while walking t<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJvxIzV-9fB7yMTg4B9xkIKiwdtLiQGD1-qF60sf8OZbyMJATgthJQG9McVT8EN6Lg6x6upcOgf4Mua3_0grCNsbgvPhGLw6-G1cFfZ7Jqcj9yTDPuUmLTJc1Y2TraAvn_bXN8XbDLtiwX/s1600-h/104_7281.JPG"></a>hrough the house (it was 3 stories tall) I felt a little eery-ness going on at times, but got some cool pictures. Hopefully no orbs show up in them or anything when I get them developed! From there, I headed to a little French bakery/cafe we even have back home in Texas. I knew they would NOT let me down. =) I found my DP, and even got some great pastries...and the guy behind the counter complimented me and told me "You are so beautiful" and proceeded to ask me if Jonathan "knew how lucky he is" to have me. I definitely reminded Jonathan how lucky he IS to have me in his life, and then got accused of flirting with the baker and wanting to open a bakery with him! Oh how Jonathan cracks me up at times! As I walked back to my hotel with my paper bag full of to-go boxes filled with pastries, and that Dr. Pepper in my hand, I felt like such a confident, happy, and not to mention, lucky gal, ready for the night...my big moment, meeting John Walsh, and letting the world hear my story.<br /><br />After I rushed up to my room, locked the door, and sat in my hotel room, stuffing my stomach full of pastries made of chocolate, fruit and pudding (sounds gross...but it was oh-so-good), and quickly gulping down my wonderful drink I'd waited over 24 hours to g<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiku-iUl-awSsHFzU3aQl67zspM7DiuqY4_oWL8ji2hfDfKLyRF19-whHmRm9t86FXiUu2ZopXfzR-RHI0AK_CmqxjyV3eFiNCVC_cx_dTzrmu63jwEZ8jv_qHv6IBEqYh_9JsO2xnJufQQ/s1600-h/104_7336.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 124px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377445999642728402" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiku-iUl-awSsHFzU3aQl67zspM7DiuqY4_oWL8ji2hfDfKLyRF19-whHmRm9t86FXiUu2ZopXfzR-RHI0AK_CmqxjyV3eFiNCVC_cx_dTzrmu63jwEZ8jv_qHv6IBEqYh_9JsO2xnJufQQ/s200/104_7336.JPG" /></a>et my hands on, I kept in touch with friends and supporters online anxiously awaiting news of how I was doing, and giving me words of encouragement for the night. It is so nice to know that there are still so many kind people in this world that are willing to take the time to walk in this journey for justice right along side me, and send me personal messages filled with their own experiences, and such heart-felt words. On the news, this world is made out to be such a horrible place, filled with murderers, rapists, and terrorists of every kind, but I will tell you, I've been so incredibly blessed with meeting, knowing, and having some of the most wonderful friends and supporters in the world as a part of my life.<br /><br />After having dinner again with the most-amazing Cindy, and laughing and sharing stories outside of her favorite French cafe, the time had finally come, a car picked us up, and took us to the set. It was about 9:45 p.m., and we pulled up to a set outside filled with smoke, and police cars with their lights on, and I immediately felt the weight coming down on my shoulders. I had to take a few deep breaths. Was I really ready for this moment? My heart felt as though it was lodged in my throat, and momentarily, I started to question myself...and as I stepped out of the car, onto the gravel in my heels, I knew I <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjga8H2xZHvzg8YVvzFWQSM1Vgi2wgHL0EDljqnPcPS_G_ISPWj1O___ZOulG3nUeJsWlK0_zqA8-lVtcGWOjAGGBbrn4C0ayUwX93C6dnSu7vkKIJCNLi9P8AneTTWtfO12cU1C6k-Ts_i/s1600-h/IMG_7030.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377449993558965826" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjga8H2xZHvzg8YVvzFWQSM1Vgi2wgHL0EDljqnPcPS_G_ISPWj1O___ZOulG3nUeJsWlK0_zqA8-lVtcGWOjAGGBbrn4C0ayUwX93C6dnSu7vkKIJCNLi9P8AneTTWtfO12cU1C6k-Ts_i/s200/IMG_7030.JPG" /></a>could do this, and HAD to do this...not only for myself, but for every other little girl, innocently and peacefully sleeping in their beds at that very moment, that could possibly be taken by this creep that had hurt me over 19 years ago. From that moment, I no longer questioned if I was ready, or what I was doing there, and I felt stronger than anyone on Earth.<br />..I can honestly say, I know I was there for a reason, and this was one of the most defining moments of my life.<br /></p><br /><p align="left"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsXDyGTTOArJHBTipmXVJ-zSfEglUS8Ng_woTLjzXA8B4LDdMYimiuU9h1kOUXTmR5YulavkC3jgDqIJgeesx_F5gLstnJssyz5be-q7Y_ixaIFQQfeUB6N0c2Y_sWa_MJSwkCS1QlsJc4/s1600-h/walsh1.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 206px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 218px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377373910305285426" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsXDyGTTOArJHBTipmXVJ-zSfEglUS8Ng_woTLjzXA8B4LDdMYimiuU9h1kOUXTmR5YulavkC3jgDqIJgeesx_F5gLstnJssyz5be-q7Y_ixaIFQQfeUB6N0c2Y_sWa_MJSwkCS1QlsJc4/s320/walsh1.jpg" /></a><br />When it was time, I met John Walsh, one of the nicest men I've ever met, and a man who I look up to because he stands up for and fights for the lives of people like he and myself, who have been hurt and had part of their lives effected in one way or another, by even in his own words, a "coward" who gets enjoyment out of harming others. For weeks, I felt like I would have a huge emotional breakdown when I met John Walsh, and I was so worried that I would make a complete fool of myself, but meeting him was one of the most natural, heart-warming experiences of my life, and it's definitely one...I will never forget. There I stood, FINALLY, face-to-face with someone that could actually feel and understand my pain and my passion, and as he put on his famous black leather jacket and then shook my hand, he assured me one day, the identity of who did this to me would be known, and justice would prevail. We talked, we walked, then we sat on the set and filmed what I feel will lead to a break in my case. Here it is a few days after filming, and it still baffles me that millions will be watching, and listening to MY STORY...and knowing John Walsh is on MY side...wow, words can't even explain how grateful and indebted to him and his whole team of people at AMW I am, for allowing me this amazing opportunity to help others by USING MY VOICE, and possibly save them from having to encounter something no little girl should ever have to.<br /></p><p align="left">As they say... at AMW, "You Can Run...But You Can't Hide!" Let's see if this guy stops running on September 12th! Tune into Fox and watch America's Most Wanted at 8 p.m. CST, for the season premiere show, and please tell everyone you know, because like I've always said, you never know...that one tip that you may feel is nothing, could be the tip that solves my case, and prevents other little girls from being harmed!<br /><br />Using the voice so graciously given back to me,<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTEQrA3ijM__59v_Uabpxkb3qNlye6OBqI6n78Fui6xhZHQGELpr_-Jok4Uz-RHe8ZrybrbvPelIZHRzErCG1yVluOPHPwGRxeJDVuHR6CtKrjW7dpt2CNz9aLocmWJ1t5VW-tTqY38Osd/s1600-h/104_7337.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 150px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 200px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377624323921191810" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTEQrA3ijM__59v_Uabpxkb3qNlye6OBqI6n78Fui6xhZHQGELpr_-Jok4Uz-RHe8ZrybrbvPelIZHRzErCG1yVluOPHPwGRxeJDVuHR6CtKrjW7dpt2CNz9aLocmWJ1t5VW-tTqY38Osd/s200/104_7337.JPG" /></a><br />Jennifer</p>Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8476169719468407956.post-58543848624144034012009-08-20T17:49:00.003-05:002009-09-03T23:29:51.614-05:00Here It Goes...I'm overwhelmed. I feel as though I could break out into tears at any moment. Tonight, my case will be aired on The Wheel of Justice, a great local program incorporated into The KPRC Channel 2 Newscast. Thank God for caring, supportive people. The messages of support I've gotten over the last week, and especially today, is just amazing! I feel as though I've waited so long for SOMETHING to happen... a break in the case, a suspect...and now that the media is involved, and I've got the best detective and special agent I could ask for working my case, I'm confident my phone will be ringing very soon with some surprising information. I've never agreed to be on local t.v. before, until tonight, so I'm nervous. But, being nervous is okay as long as I encourage at least one person to speak out with me, or one tip gets called in. Tune in @ 10 p.m. on Channel 2 if you're in the Houston area...if not, catch the newscast live on <a href="http://www.click2houston.com/">http://www.click2houston.com/</a>.<br /><br />Here it goes....wish me luck!<br /><br />Use your Voice,<br />JenniferJenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12461868738102816755noreply@blogger.com1